Nightmare

The Bridge

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I’ve talked about this dream before and even wrote about it in a few different blog posts I’ve done.  I talk about it often because of all the dreams and nightmares I’ve ever had, this one really sunk into me hard.  I remember the year it happened; 1986.  I was just sixteen years old then and not really as awake of a person as I should have been as far as being spiritually enlightened, so to speak.

I did clue in that it was a prophetic message of some kind.  That much I did figure out, but still had many questions surrounding.  And I knew not one human being could figure it out, not even those who claim to be dream specialists.

The dream involved me being on a tall bridge, high above the ground (more like water) and it was connecting two sides of a city.  For some reason, Vancouver, British Columbia felt like it was the city I was in.  For me that’s weird in itself because I’ve never been there.  And, after that dream I had, I have zero intention of going there.

In the dream I am on this bridge and it’s dark out.  I fathomed it was evening, but there really wasn’t enough time to figure out if that was the case or not.  The dream started immediately with a violent shake that felt like a mammoth earthquake.  All I recall was hanging for dear life on that bridge as the world around me burst into absolute chaos.

I guess I must have closed my eyes while on this bridge because next thing I remember is seeing chaos and destruction on one side of this bridge and the exact same thing on the other.  The only thing that remained unharmed was the bridge itself.  However, laws of physics suggested based on the level of destruction that occurred and that the nightmare was far from over, the fires raging would sooner or later get to the bridge and I’d be done for.

So I wrestled with the decision to which side of this bridge should I run to.  Do I go east or west?  Neither option looked good as they both had so much chaos and destruction going on within them that staying on the bridge was actually safer at the time.  However, there was an urgency to pick a side and just go for it.

Without putting any further thought into it and opting to save my life by any means necessary, I decide to make a run for it towards one of the sides.  However, I do recall stopping just short of reaching the destination as the connection between the bridge I was standing on and the land I was going to run for broke was severed.

Looking back, running to the other side wasn’t an option either as the connection between the bridge and it was also broken.

Now, I do remember the bridge making movement, but it wasn’t as expected.  The lands this bridge was in between were the ones that gave way, not the bridge itself.  I finally figured this one out after years of thinking that bridge was a crossroads for me based on life decisions as to what I wanted from this particular world.

All this time I thought the bridge was telling me time was running out for me to make a choice between sides that had so much uncertainty to them.  But recently I’ve come to realize this wasn’t the case at all.  The bridge was my protection from those two sides of uncertainty.  Remember, in the nightmare those sides were extremely unsafe.  They were in states of chaos and everything was destroyed.  There were cries of despair as lives were being decimated and it was clear survival from all that was just not humanly possible.

I’ve come to realize the bridge was Yeshua (Jesus Christ), hence why I felt so safe on it despite me being clueless to what was really going on.  However, in this nightmare I did not trust Him enough to keep protecting me and I made the mistake of attempting to pick a side in some vain belief that it was the right thing to do.

As I look back, I recall the latter half of 2008 having me at a crossroads in life where I was reacquainting myself with Father by picking up the Holy Bible and do what I’ve never done before.  Read it from cover to cover.  It was already established even then I trusted no denominational church and no man-appointed priest.  I also came across a name and face I recall seeing back in the mid 1980’s that had a profound effect on me.  His name was Herbert R. Armstrong.

It was one of those late nights where I couldn’t sleep.  So, I decide to watch TV and came across The World Tomorrow and it was hosted by him.  It was the only episode I ever saw as I was fatigued and didn’t pay attention to the name of the show nor what hour it came on. I do remember looking for it again but never could find it.  Until 2008.  There was stuff he mentioned that really hit me hard and it was the best piece of ministry I ever knew.  To this day it still is, aside from the bible itself.

What’s uncanny is all that he warned about in that particular episode actually happened.  There’s still more yet to come.  In 2008, when I got the name, the programming and the name Church of God, I did some searching.  I tried to connect to the Worldwide Church of God, but they contradicted what Armstrong preached.  So I searched again and found Restored Church of God.  I then learned about Living Church of God and I started remembering the splinters even Armstrong mentioned.  At first I wasn’t too wary because I was excited about certain veils being lifted I never saw through before.  However, when I started to see certain attitudes and inconsistencies I pulled back.

It was if someone pulled me back.  Again, it’s the bridge feeling.  I felt like when I first read the bible I was on the bridge, searching for a side that seemed approachable enough despite it’s uncertainty.  I had a taste and realized that side is not survivable in it’s current state.  Too much chaos within the ranks and too many splinters that can fly out and take out my eyes and more.

It was even at a time where I favored Zionism, not realizing what it really meant.  For me, I assumed the Zionists were the Jews of the Holy Bible that God rescued from Exodus.  It did not sink in they could be the very counterfeits warned about.  I already knew something was off about the Roman Cathoilc Church and their splintered denominations, but didn’t think too much about the splinters of Judaism.

Again, picking a side with too many uncertainties.  That bridge felt like it jolted me away from fully committing to that side and thus sealing my fate in a manner that would have brought about my destruction.

I already knew the other side of the bridge was not an option.  That side lied to me my whole life.  Even with good intentions, the darkness that engulfs that side is so toxic that it keeps the victims clueless that they’re being systematically killed off.

The raging waters below I’ve come to learn is the symbol of the storm that’s erupting from the wars brewing from the two opposing sides.  The bridge that is situated high above it had me in a position where I could see everything.  However, my judgment was so clouded at the time that panic won out over faith.  It was because of that I nearly ran to my death by failing to believe in the bridge of protection I was standing on.  Those raging waters below is the fight between good and evil that dwells within each of us.

We each have choices to make.  How often are we told to pick a side, or choose your fate?  But, as I’ve taken it upon myself to read the bible the second time recently, I’ve learned there’s another choice we’re offered but this world doesn’t give that to you.  Only Father does via Yeshua (Jesus).
Save Lose.jpgIt then hit me that it wasn’t about a choice what to do with my life as a member of this world, but what I choose to do with my life spiritually.  It was about choosing life on this earth or life with Christ.  Staying on that bridge, even knowing it will let go and plunge into the rough waters below, was choosing to believe in Christ instead of the world I was trapped in that kept me distracted.

Those two sides represented neverending quarrells that had resulted in their inevitable destruction.  So distracted were they with their own pettiness they didn’t realize running to that bridge was their only way out of a fate that would otherwise have them burning forever in that eternal fire the bible talks about.

It’s not the first time I’ve had dreams of this nature, nor has it been the last, but it is the most profound that has really dug deep enough into my psyche where I can’t let it go.  And I won’t let myself let it go even if I could.  Something deep down tells me to remember that bridge and never make the attempt to step off it again.

 

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Drawing Lines

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People seem to think because I speak so harshly against the Islamic faith that I hate Muslims.  Nothing can be further from the truth.  Most Muslims, just like every other form of religion (Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism, Scientology, Atheism, etc.) don’t fully understand what it is they’re following.

I even speak harshly against various sects involving Christianity and Judaism as I’ve come to recognize that the leaders of the Roman Catholic Church isn’t at all what they appear and neither are the leaders of the Ashkenazi Jewish.  The masses are deceived, just as predicted in both the Holy Bible and the Torah.

Are you aware that the name Allah is Hebrew for curse?
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If this doesn’t send an alarm bell to both those of Christian and Jewish faith systems then clearly they’re not as devoted to the true word of God/Yeshua as they claim.

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Don’t just take the bible’s word for it.  How about the Quran itself?

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But too many, despite learning the truth would rather keep themselves entertained by other means.  And that is because of….

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Do you realize pride is what keeps you from reaching your true potential?  It keeps you drowning in a world you shouldn’t be in.

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And pride also causes people to be blind to even the most obvious of truths.

I know what it’s like to have pride get in the way of better judgment.  It prevents you from seeing, makes you deaf and the walls it creates around you has you trapped like a prisoner.  That wall of pride, just like the walls of Jericho, can be taken down.  If necessary, one brick at a time until that wall is completely destroyed so you can cross over into the harsh truths of reality for what it is.  It’s not easy, but it is necessary.

This is what Yehua/God taught his people when they went up against all of the enemies when they were brought out of Egypt.  Who do you think most of those enemies were and why do you think he had such issues with them?  And no, it’s not due to vanity as the atheists would claim.

When you go over the pics do you now understand where this is coming from?  Do you get it yet?  When you reach this state you know there’s no turning back.  And really, when you think about it, do you even want to?  I know I don’t.
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Asleep No More

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In the jungle, the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight…

NO MORE!

This lion is awake!  This lion is alert!  And this lion is on the prowl and pouncing with a mix of prayer and spiritual might on anything and everything I see warrants it.

Prior to reaching this state, I opted for a more slothful state of slumber as I was so focused on myself that I didn’t really pay too much attention to what was going on around me.  In my head, as long as it stayed out of my own little jungle, I’m good.  What can I do anyway?  I’m just one person.  What can one person do against the whole world?

But then when you think of Jesus Christ (Yeshua) reality sinks in that one person can indeed change the world as he was more than just the Son of God.  He was (still is) our Messiah, whether people choose to believe it or not.  All those who challenge his existence and who he really was has no grounds for reasonable argument to dismiss him as none of those living among us were there for the experience.  And, mankind’s timeline has repeatedly demonstrted truths get altered into stories that heavily cloud the events as they truly happened.

Even the bible itself has been manipulated.  Many believe the bible to be false and while some are correct with this conclusion, they fail to dig deeper that extends their argument beyond the perversions the Roman Catholic Church imposed upon who our Holy Father really is, who Jesus is and who we are supposed to be as a people.

The Vatican, which is the official headquarters that control Catholicism on a worldwide stage, seems to practice good Christian faith, but they are anything but this.  They practice idolatry, which is a huge no if you bother to pay attention to the ten commandments.  What’s worse is they teach others to do the same, who in turn blindly follow without daring to question.  And this is not the only falsehood they teach.  There’s so much more to them than meets the eye and none of it is good.

How many of you Christians are aware that the Sabbath was changed from Saturday to Sunday by Constantine?  I understand it was changed mainly to honor Jesus, which is cool, but if Jesus honored the Sabbath on Saturdays to honor Father, then what right do we have to change this?  How many of you Christians are aware that unless followers of Christ conformed to the new day of worship they were put to death?  Are you aware that when you go to Sunday service that this is not our Father’s appointed day, but one appointed by man?  Most of the common holidays celebrated today belong to man, not Father.

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Who Changed the Sabbath?

Also, how many times has the Catholic leaders been caught in the news for crimes against humanity that know no age limits?  How much do we not know?  Are you aware just how much control the Vatican has on the world as we know it?  Do you have any idea how deep their fingers dip in the bloodied pools of deceit?  Odds are many of you don’t.  Do a thorough Google search on this and figure it out.

Of the few who do, fewer still are willing to speak up about it.  Already challenging everything we thought we knew about the Vatican and their Roman Catholic practices is difficult.  It’s even harder to convince the masses, who are still wearing veils of deceit over their eyes, to take the time to see it and figure it out for themselves.

I used to be one of those people.  Granted, I don’t think I ever cared for the Vatican nor their popes for as long as I can remember, but I did care a great deal about my religous beliefs.  I always believed in Father (as God) and in Yeshua (as Jesus), but never really saw the point of going to weekly church services to prove that fact.  I already knew they’d know our hearts and would even see clean through the b/s of those who don’t go to church because they want to, but do so out of obligation that somehow God would notice.

Oh yeah, he notices alright, but he knows the difference between those who follow some minister who prophets with his own belief system and those who’d rather hear the truth directly from the Father’s mouth.  I always have (and always will) put what is written in the Holy Bible above and beyond what any minister has to say.  And I’m certainly going to believe it over the congregation.  Most members within the congregation haven’t even read the bible from cover to cover with the same level of devotion they do with their weekly church attending practices.

To me, those people are lambs.  Innocent enough to follow a belief system that focuses on Father/Jesus, but not smart enough to realize they’re making the exact same mistakes Adam and Eve made back in Genesis.

I used to be one of those lambs until I realized I was merely another member of the sheep family being lead to slaughter by wolves who disguised themselves to be a shepherd.  It’s really quite scary when you first wake up to this fact and a part of you wants to just fall back to sleep as you try to convince yourself the nightmare isn’t real.  I’ve actually been able to do this a few times, but when you’re jolted awake enough times you realize falling back to sleep is no longer an option.

So, instead of trying to lull myself back to a state of slumber, I do some reading.  The news is so riddled with false information, which in turn causes people to deliver the news in the exact same manner had me realize turning to them for answers was not the right way to go.  Want to be right with Father and Jesus?  Go to the only truth that counts, namely the bible.  So I went there.

When I first really snapped out of it (2008) I realized the true day of worship fell on Saturdays, not Sundays.  I also realized holidays like Christmas, Easter, Valentine’s and many others were man-made twists to Father’s holidays.  When I realized all this I was livid that I (and the masses) had been lied to all this time.

So I started looking up Judaism (while reading the bible) and I discovered animosity towards Zionism.  At first I thought “this is the group to follow” and defended them because it seemed so many people were against them.  But then I realized that this is not the group to follow either.  They, just like the Roman Catholics, are one of the many counterfeits Father and Jesus warned about in that bible.  I think it was 2014 when I really clued in just how false the Zionist version of the Jews really was and it was 2015 I started to join the (much smaller) ranks of those who saw clean through their deception.

And you don’t even want to get me started on Islam and their Quran.  That, hands down, has become the most vile religious practice there is.  Dig around enough and once you make the connection between them and the very people Father instructed to decimate it is all those who follow this particular religion.  The very symbol associated with Islam has nothing to do with Father, but rather their moon god, Allah, which is merely another alias for Satan.  Even the Quran itself admits it.

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I’ve since learned to stop following groups.  Even in the bible, you see entire congregations go astray that riles up the temper of Father.  Some will say what kind of god is he if he’s a jealous god.  Well, think about it from a parental point of view.  You have a child born to you whom you love with all your heart.  How much does it hurt when that love isn’t returned?  How much does it hurt when your child disobeys your every word and is so defiant against you that you can’t help but wonder if this child was switched at birth and you were given something that resembles more like demon spawn?  How does it feel when your child runs around saying “I hate my mother!  I hate my father!” or, “They’re not my parents.  They may have created me, but that’s it.  I want nothing to do with them.  I’d rather spend time with more worthy people, like that fun couple who are my best friend’s parents.  You know, the friend my parents want me to have nothing to do with.”

As a parent, would you not feel jealous that your child has favored someone other than yourself?  For those who don’t have children, how does it feel when you’ve done something that you know you deserve recognition for, but someone else (who is far less deserving) steals the spotlight from you instead?  It’s not a great feeling, so try to see it from Father’s point of view and maybe you won’t see him as such a jerk after all.

I know for me, when I first actually read the bible I was shocked at how violent it was.  It completely dismantled the “loving god” sugar coating quotes I got from the visits I had with the church (as a kid it was a mix of Lutheran and Pentecostal).  I started to understand why atheists came up with the kind of conclusions they did and I will admit, was starting to think maybe their viewpoints were more accurate than everyone elses’s.

However, there is a huge flaw to the way of thinking those atheists share.  As good of an argument they can come up with, nothing compares to solid truth.  The creation of all we know wasn’t strung together by random chance, nor by some sort of alien presence that had a slave race in mind.  The history of mankind was played out by bad choices people made by listening to the wrong voices.  We chose wrong since Genesis and we still choose wrong today.

Some will argue if God is so mighty then why use human beings to do his dirty work?  Why the killing?  Why the sacrifices?  Well, this is what mankind chose, not him.  When the choice to embrace the Tree of Knowledge was favored over the Tree of Life, what was chosen was suicide.  God already knew this, as did Satan (formerly known as Lucifer).  That is why Satan deceived Eve, who in turn led Adam to deception also.  And no, it wasn’t something as simple as biting into some apple.  If people haven’t figured out by now the bible is riddled with parables and metaphors by now they never will.

We chose to elevate ourselves (like yeast) to a level we weren’t ready for.  We still make that mistake to this very day.  Sadly, mankind never learns from their mistakes and this is why we continually repeat them.  We wanted to be like the gods, so this also means learning everything they know, including how to kill.  Satan, like that crazy uncle who promotes mindless antics in the so-called name of fun, knew mankind was all too eager to grow up fast so he handed to them exactly what they thought they wanted.  And we still make it too easy for him and his minions to keep us blindly entertained to this day.

Look over the entire timeline of mankind’s history books and it’s overloaded with violence.  Is this God’s doing?  Well, like any loving parent, the best way to teach a child to grow up is to let them learn from their own mistakes but at the same time don’t forget to discipline them.  So we allow Uncle Satan to mess us up because God knows if he interferes it’ll just make us that much more defiant with him.  However, he will come to our rescue (as proven in the past when you read Exodus to Revelations) if he sees us crying out for it to the point where his loving nature overtakes his feeling of rejection.  All parents who give a damn about their kid does this, even if they know somewhere down the road that kid is going to screw up yet again.

However, even a parent knows that sometimes the best way to discipline a child is to temporarily cut them off if that child refuses to get their act together despite all the rescues.  This is how it is between mankind and Father/Jesus.  This is like trying to get someone addicted to something that’s known to be destructive to stop when deep down that person isn’t ready (or willing) to do it.  Why waste time on those too stubborn to be saved when you can focus on the child(ren) that are crying out for it and are genuinely trying to make things right?  It doesn’t mean the stubborn child gets permanently ignored.  It just means those who are ready, willing and able to do right are going to get the attention they do deserve a bit quicker because Father knows by helping them out he’s just earned himself some assistants to focus on the stubborn child who continues to be so defiant.

Does God need assistance?  Not really, but God truly is the very definition of Father as he seems to focus on family and teamwork.  This is why, the people who chose “knowledge” over “life” are put to tasks that are really trying on the human spirit.  This is what they wanted, so this is what they get.  When God wishes to hand victory over to people whom have really won over his favor, he’s not doing it as an act of malice against the targets he has in mind.  He’s doing it as a cleansing program, much like the flood during Noah’s day.  Of those who choose to live wickedly where there’s zero regard for life and zero regard for what’s truly righteous, they are to be either re-educated or rooted out.  What better way to teach the people of Israel (real Israel – not the counterfeit we see today) this lesson than to get them to learn how to do this themselves?  They wanted to be like gods, so here’s their chance.

However, being god-like comes with responsibility.  Father tried to teach them this through Moses and Aaron during Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers and Deuteronomy.  As often as difficult lessons were taught to them, it was equally often the people reverted back to acts of defiance against the very hand that brought them out of Egypt by acts of wonder that never should have been forgotten in the first place.

It’s easier to act immaturely than it is to exercise better judgment, so all too often people take what is the lazy route to living.  Again, it’s easier to stand back and yawn rather than plow forward and be responsible for every action you do.

And this is what keeps getting mankind into trouble.  Right from the very beginning mankind has been defiant with Father.  Even as they want to be more like him and his angels and the foreign gods they opt to worship, they always revert back to some form of stupidity that warrants rude awakenings and reminders they still have lots of growing up to do.

That’s why the wars.  That’s why the violence.  That’s why all the pain, death and suffering.  This is the way of life people have chosen.  And if you opt to disagree with me, take a good look at the most popular genre of entertainment that has existed since the dawn of time.

During the days of the Roman Empire they hosted games that glorified violence in every form imaginable.  Today we have various forms of boxing, wrestling and animal fights that rake in big money for mankind’s seemingly incurable need for violent entertainment.  The most popular movies and television shows feature violence as a means to make them more exciting for the audience who is more than happy to pay for this sort of thing.  And the news itself has learned how to manipulate scenes of violence into their programming to captivate the largest audience they possibly can for ratings.  Higher ratings means better windows of opportunity for commercials to swoop in and brainwash the masses into buying product they most likely don’t need.

This is who we think we are.  This is what we asked for, but while the majority still don’t see beyond the veils of deception that goes with it, the tiny few have become more aware.  The few realize this world we live in right now is a giant song and dance show thrown at us by Satan and all those who are in his camp.  Uncle Satan is entertaining the masses with everything he’s got and I have to admit it’s a brilliant puppet show.

However, all shows come to an end sooner or later.  Even long-running soap operas have fallen into obscurity.  All those involved will fade away into dust as the makup wears off.  At that point all the flaws are exposed and people see the true faces behind the masks that has kept them fooled for so long.

Once reality hits, it hits hard.  For me, just like I can map out scene for scene of a show before it even comes up, I am able to do the same with what’s going on in this world.  I do get surprised from time to time, but those occasions are become rarer each time I become more awake.

However, I never take even my own answers as gospel.  I’m not that insightful.  Only Father, through Jesus/Yeshua, has that ability and that’s the only truth I cling to as it’s the only one that really matters.

 

2017 HELLywood Academy Awards

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Announcing the winners of the 2017 Academy Awards!

Best Picture – Anything produced by the CNN as their storytelling still has the masses convinced their news is anything but falsified to suit the corporate agenda of their sponsors.

Best Actor – Some will say the former president of the United States should get this, but the academy has spoken and it goes to Pope Francis.  He has brilliantly carried on the Vatican tradition of fooling the masses into thinking they’re devout Christians when they’re anything but this.  It shows in his speeches and it shows in his actions.

Best Actor in Supporting Role – Barack Obama wins this one instead of best actor because every word he said and every action he performed was to make it easier for Pope Francis to do his job.

Best Actress – Hands down, Hillary Clinton earns this one.  It takes sheer talent to fool the masses into still thinking she was worth a vote after a mass flood of evidence and scandal riddled her before the 2016 presidential campaign even started.

Best Actress in Supporting Role – This is tough because do we really consider Michelle Obama a woman or a transgender?

Best Director – George Soros is very good at people getting to do what he wants them to do.  Although his rigged machines didn’t give his team the victory he desired, he still has managed (and still manages) to dictate as much as he can behind the scenes.

Best Foreign Film – ISIS is easily the winner due to the overwhelming footage and support they’ve received by mainstream media, especially the CNN.  Some people are still convinced they’re acting on their own and not for a shadow government that has globalist agendas in mind.

Best Original Screenplay – There’s so many to choose from, but the 2016 presidential debate would have to be it.

Best Animated Feature Film – Animation is not just a cartoon.  It also involves puppetry.  Nothing says it better for 2016 than Queen Elizabeth’s Christmas Speech and the story that revolves around her so-called illness that prevented her from making a public appearance.  The truth is she was immediately placed under house arrest where she then issued a second speech that was aired by the Canadian Broadcast Corporation.  And if that’s not enough, speculations and even an admittance by herself suggests she’s not even human.  If that’s not defining animation I don’t know what is.

Best Writing Adapted Screenplay – It would have to be the rewrite of the 2016 Christmas speech by Queen Elizabeth II while under house arrest.  In a perfectly scripted manner, she did her duty.

Best Original Song – Sung by those who got themselves involved on a political level and in the most ridiculous way imaginable.  The best way to describe it would be Libtards R Us.

Best Original Music Score – Make America Great Again!  Hey, it is original and it’s so far been proven not to be just another song and dance routine.

Best Cinematography – Keep You Dumb is a brilliant masterpiece strung together by mainstream media, their corporate sponsors and all the programming extras that’s wedged between them.

Best Film Editing – The media is notorious for editing whatever they can to paint the opposite picture of the actual story that’s taking place.  They do this so they can tell what  they’re told to report to the masses as a means to spark raw emotion and all too often bad decisions made by a purposely misinformed public.

Best Visual Effects – There’s nothing like shocking footage to capture an attentive audience who will blindly fall for whatever it is they see before them without even thinking about cross-referencing the facts for it’s validity.  This one is called Visual Lies.

Best Documentary Feature – Spiritual Warfare follows the arguments existing between religious factions that have driven wedges so deep within the psyche that it won’t take anything short of a miracle to repair.

Best Costume Design – The Make America Great dress in support of Donald Trump has got to be the best outfit ever.  Although not worn until 2017 at the Grammy Awards, it counts.

Best Short Film (Animated) – Holy Fukushima!  What should be the primary focus of our governments and mainstream media, it hardly gets the mention it deserves.  Clearly the most dangerous threat to all life as we know it and it’s treated as if it’s nothing more than a minor convenience.  Very few people are aware of the dire reality of our situation.

Best Production Design – Whatever George Soros gets his hands on he succeeds.  Usually.  The 2016 election didn’t exactly go as planned, but what Soros Wants, Soros Gets.

Best Sound Mixing & Best Sound Editing -The media really knows how to sucker in a captive audience to believe not just everything they see, but what they hear also.  Edited and rigged interviews to make an end result that satisfies their corporate sponsors instead of actually reporting with honesty.

Best Makeup & Hairstyling – After observing eight years of a rather trashy looking example of a first lady, it’s refreshing to see Real Class restore grace into this role again.

Best Documentary Short Subject – Holy Fukushima gets this one due to the fact that it’s not nearly getting enough airtime.  So much focus is on Donald Trump and the protest movements funded by George Soros that it’s sickening.  Instead of the actors using the Oscars as a means to make a political statement against Trump they should be really using it as a means to raise awareness about Fukushima and that we need to do something about it before it’s too late.

Special Achievement – This goes to the Hollywood Clueless who don’t realize their antics as they go on their anti-Trump protests and other acts of defiance is only going to backfire upon them.  The support they’re giving is going to come with a price they may not have expected to pay.

I could go into all the categories, but this post has become long enough.  If you haven’t figured out by now what I think of those Hollywood goofs who think they’re something special then you never will.  Oh, they’re special alright, but not in a good way.

 

Sign Of The Times: Exodus

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It’s been a while since I’ve blogged.  I’ve been doing some reading.  Lots of it.  At present, I’m reading the CEB version of the holy bible and as I ventured into the Exodus chapters I found myself reading something that is more than just a history lesson told by a very old book, but a series of current events that’s happening in all our lives right now.

Hence this part read from the book;

Now a new king came to power in Egypt who didn’t know Joseph. He said to his people, “The Israelite (Jacob) people are now larger in number and stronger than we are. 10 Come on, let’s be smart and deal with them. Otherwise, they will only grow in number. And if war breaks out, they will join our enemies, fight against us, and then escape from the land.”11 As a result, the Egyptians put foremen of forced work gangs over the Israelites to harass them with hard work. They had to build storage cities named Pithom and Rameses for Pharaoh. 12 But the more they were oppressed, the more they grew and spread, so much so that the Egyptians started to look at the Israelites with disgust and dread. 13 So the Egyptians enslaved the Israelites. 14 They made their lives miserable with hard labor, making mortar and bricks, doing field work, and by forcing them to do all kinds of other cruel work.

So how does this piece compare to today’s reality?  Okay, let’s go there, shall we?  In today’s world, the 99% are facing an identical situation that the Jacob’s Israelites did within the land of Egypt.  However, in our current reality, it’s not the land of Egypt we’re trapped in.  It’s a worldwide stronghold by the very same people who ruled Egypt during the Exodus era.

And no, it’s not Egyptians that have this unconstitutional hold on us.  It’s people such as;


And that’s just brushing the edges of what is becoming increasingly obvious.  Donald Trump controversially won the 2016 USA presidential election by suggesting to the public he stands against known oppressors such as these.

In Syria, there’s a reason why they’re being heavily targeted by mass powers and why the media is painting them as bad guys.  Trust me, people, what mainstream news is telling you is far from the truth, as usual.

Overall, even since the days of the original Exodus, mankind has been deceived.  Even today, we’re just as easy to dupe as Adam and Eve were back in the book of Genesis.  That so-called “Tree of Knowledge” is, in reality, the tree of ignorance.  We are no smarter today than the “first parents” of mankind and it shows.

What most people don’t realize, and this is by design of those that have been in control of this world all this time, is that the “state” of Israel that was created in 1947 after WWII is not the nation of Israel that are the descendants of Jacob’s bloodline.  Those who rule the state of Israel also rule every corner of this globe and their bloodlines belong to;

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And again, that’s just the tip of the iceberg.  There’s so much more we don’t know, but one by one we are getting there.

Now, for those within the bloodlines that are against the descendants of Jacob, the descendants of Isaac and the descendants of Abraham, they’ve gone to great lengths to seize control over all of us by any means necessary.

And you can see the deadly fruits of their labour.  Or rather, our labour.  They pull the puppet strings while we, just like the Israelites trapped under Egyptian rule, are forced to dangle along whether we want to or not.  Despite the belief that slavery was abolished after the American Civil War, most citizens don’t realize slavery is still every bit as part of our lives today as it was even within the Roman Empire.

Don’t let those paychecks fool you.  You’re a slave.  Think about it.  Without a job you’d have no home.  In fact, many people do have jobs and are still homeless because the cost of living has become so expensive that more and more people are just not able to house themselves.  We are all slaves to a system that counts on you to work yourself to death.  You do it.  I do it.  We all do it.  And why?  Because we need food, shelter and clothing in order to continue.  Not just for ourselves, but for our families too.

And we are losing our human rights, freedoms, liberties and so much more along the way.  The oppression against mankind by those who are abusing their power becomes more obvious each day as stories (not told by mainstream media) are leaked out, showing just how ridiculous our world is becoming.


During the days of the biblical Exodus, the Israelites were oppressed to the point where they couldn’t do anything of their free will anymore. The reason being is the Egyptian rulers feared them because they knew they were of strong spirit and mighty.  They knew they were favored in the eyes of God, not that it mattered to them because at this point they were favoring a multitude of other gods too.  They favored everything God stood against and had become a nation so corrupt that they couldn’t stand to see any potential threats of any kind in their faces.  So, their idea was to strip the Israelites of their spirit and reduce them into pure helplessness.

This is happening today.  We, the true Israelites, are being treated the exact same way by the imposter Israelites.  Remember, in the bible it stated to be wary of counterfeits.  However, just like Adam and Eve, we’ve all dropped our guard and failed to heed those warnings.  So, as a reward, we’re trapped in a worldwide version of Exodus Egypt and right now there’s no way out of it.

Or so it seems.  This is what those who are bent to control us all and destroy our spirit wants.  There’s a tiny handful that refuse to give up.  While most bash at their brands of truth and vigilant efforts to fight back, there is a growing number of souls who are yearning to break free from the tyrannical reign our oppressors have cast upon us all.

Those in power see this.  They fear it.  Just like their Egyptian ruler ancestors did.  So, no effort is spared to ensure that all spirits are broken and any hope to achieve what our ancestors did during the original Exodus are permanently lost.

It’s an eternal spiritual war and one that will only heighten as new atrocities are carried out by those in power who are now become desperate as they realize time is running out.  Like a typical spoiled brat, if they can’t have what they want they will see to it nobody else can have it either.  This is how Lucifer was before becoming Satan, and this is how all those angels who fell alongside with them felt.  They still feel this today and that is why this world is very much theirs and not at all ours.  We’re just dwellers, trapped within the borders of madness laid out before us because none of us are grown up enough yet to be better than what we are.  Just like the fleeing Israelites of Exodus Egypt, we are in need of rescue from a situation we honestly have no way out of for as long as we remain just as stiff-necked and divided as our ancestors.

Remember, even after fleeing Egypt, the Israelites were a stiff-necked people according to God and he saw their fall as a race imminent.  Hence why the Gentiles would have a door opened to them as it seemed corruption was imminent with many of the Jewish whom he saved.  That corruption is evident.  The golden calf of Aaron has a modern-day replica in front of Wall Street.  And it’s worshipped, along with all the evils that come with it.  Those evils are best exploited by;

And this is nothing.  Approximately 1% of the world’s population each has the means to put an end to poverty, unstable economics and every form of corruption there is but this they will never do.  As far as they’re concerned, the 99% are vermin and should be treated as such.

This is precisely how the Egyptians felt about the Israelites.  Even during the days of Joseph when he was most respected, the Egyptians felt it’d be “beneath them” to dine with the foreigners no matter what the circumstance or occasion.  After Joseph was long gone, the situation got far worse and the oppressive tactics reached new heights.

This is where we are today.  And it’s not like we haven’t been warned.  During the days of Jesus Christ, he lived during a time of great corruption and he not only pointed out the obvious (which is the key reason for his death) but warned of what all is to come if all the people didn’t find a way to band together and restore control of the world into the hands of those who wouldn’t be so eager to corrupt it.  Hence the book of Revelations and all the prophetic messages that came with it.  Nobody listened then and it certainly shows nobody is listening today.  Mankind is asleep and has been for centuries.  And this has been by design as the enemies of mankind know a wide awake 99% would become vigilant enough to seize control of the earth, something of which the bible states in the “meek shall inherit the earth” statement.

There are a select few who are not asleep, or at least refusing to remain in a comatose state as they see how this world has become and what needs to be done in order to save what’s left of humanity.  It is this select few that the 1% fear as they know sooner or later the spirit behind their vigilance will spread like wildfire and once that day comes, the balance of power will shift.  The false Israelites have no chance against the true Israelites and all their counterfeit schemes will come crashing down once all the veils of deceit have finally been lifting.  An outraged population, once united, becomes an invincible force.  The oppressors of this world know this so they’re using every means they can to keep people divided over every issue they can find.  Ploys such as religion, racism, politics and lifestyle choices are being used in abundance against the people who have been drugged with brainwashing schemes, contaminated food & water supply, and other contaminants that we are forced to wear, breathe and work with on a daily basis.  These are all methods to keep us docile.

It was used during WWII when Adolf Hitler ran the concentration camps and it’s been used against the masses.  The excuse of fluoride is good for you ends when the dosage of it is brought up to levels that act as a sleeper agent against those exposed to such levels.  Hence this brings about a slothful nature among the people where waking them up to the horrors of what’s really going on is very difficult and it’s even tougher still getting them to become vigilant about it.

After the biblical Exodus, it was laid out before those whom were saved how to avoid themselves and their future generations of the fate they had just escaped from.  Rules, laws and statutes were all laid out and as ridiculous as many of them may sound, the price of ignoring them is the gradual allowance for the oppressors to worm their way back into our hearts and seize control of every human’s fate once again.  Again, just like Adam & Eve, our saved ancestors ignored the warnings and allowed their stiff-necked attitudes lead them down paths that have once again laid out a scenario that has trapped their future generations (namely us) into the very same oppressive society they fled from.


We are just as stiff-necked as those original Israelites who were rescued in Exodus and even some of those rescued from the WWII concentration camps.  Manipulations run rampant and has literally corrupted every human being to the point where unless some divine miracle comes along to snap us all out of it, we are doomed to an inescapable fate that quite frankly we all deserve.  Why do we deserve it?  Because our ancestors let their guard down and even in today’s modern times, our guards are still down.  Not enough people are willing to educate themselves properly and wake up to the reality that we are living in a world that’s toxic, both physically and spiritually.

For those who follow the bible and are among the few who get it, you know what’s in front of us and you know what’s coming.  For those who don’t follow the bible at all but still know there’s something very wrong and it’s about to snap, I’d recommend read every version of it you can and don’t treat it is a bible.  Treat it as a historical novel that has a science fiction twist to it and see how it’s applying to what’s going on today and what is very likely going to happen tomorrow.

We’re never going to escape our modern day Exodus oppressors for as long as we remain divided.  We need to band together and we need to be on the same page, even if we don’t always see things the exact same way.  Diversity is awesome, but only when we use that to our advantage as a combined force to drive away the evils that plague us.

 

Corporate Welfare vs. People Welfare

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Right in plain sight of the people, both our governments and the corporate sponsors are responsible for twisting our nations into something ugly as it’s overloaded with corruption. We, the people, allowed them to do it by voting in one bad choice after another, thinking the next person will do any better.
 
Folks, the banners those so-called leaders haven’t changed. They’re just the faces of the puppets the real people who’ve taken charge of something that was never theirs in the first place.
 
This world, nation for nation, region for region, belongs to YOU! The PEOPLE! Those who are in positions of authority know this, but despite it all, abuse it and have the masses thinking otherwise.
 
And the masses have allowed it. That’s the most tragic story out of all this global madness that has gripped every man, woman and child into a form of slavery many don’t even realize they’re in.
 
JFK warned us about this. As did many before and after him. Sadly, very few listen and fewer still take enough heed into the warning to do what they can to reverse this grossly mismanagement of fortune. They didn’t listen when Jesus Christ and his Apostles made those exact same warnings (via Revelations) either. If they did, the past 2000 years would have seen a very different world develop over time as the evils would have been kept in check by those opting to remain vigilant enough to remember what even the tablets Moses carved for the people as he was influenced by God to write them up.
 
People were too stubborn to listen back then (when Aaron shaped a golden calf and it was worshipped) and are still too stubborn now (as we have a worshipped golden cow at Wall Street) and this is what’s killing us all.
 
People, you are not going to play a role in solving the world’s problems, nation for nation, region for region, by voting in one politician after another simply because the current one is letting you down. When it’s collectively agreed the options for the next at bat are undesirable, this is when all the people must come forward together as a grand unit and demand we deserve better. If better cannot be provided, then we create that improvement ourselves.
 
I am just one person. I can only do so much. However, when I realize there’s a group of people who think and feel as I do and realize it takes more than just random FB posts to make a difference, I’m going to work with those people and together we’ll do what we can to make a difference.
 
We’ve been sold out. In fact, we are constantly sold to the highest bidder as to what new forms of abuse are they going to inflict upon us as a population, regardless of what corner of this earth we reside on. That is slavery. We are all trapped in it whether you choose to realize it or not. The corporations involved wheel and deal among themselves and then push the government to do their part. That’s how it works and it’s an extreme abuse of power they don’t deserve.
 
But for as long as we allow them to get away with this, it’ll never change. It won’t matter who is prime minister of Canada, nor who is president of America. Even the other leaders of their nations of the world are somewhat irrelevant. Think Putin is so great? He talks good game and puts on a good show, but people overlook for someone who claims he wants death to the Rothschilds he has an odd way of showing it by keeping their Coat of Arms as their Russian Coat of Arms.
 
In Canada, prior to Justin Trudeau, Stephen Harper was already selling out Canada. He merely picked up where Brian Mulroney left off. Prior to him it was Pierre Elliott Trudeau. It’s a pattern on a federal stage that to this day the people are clueless to the fact not one of them is truly in charge. Canada is a corporation, disguised as a nation, by the Commonwealth. That Commonwealth is run by a Monarchy, who in turn is run by the Rothschilds. The Rothschilds share the same Illuminati bed as Soros, Rockefeller, Clinton, and several other families who have very deep, dark secrets and agendas.
 
In the United States of America, the seeds of corruption began long before Bill Clinton, both generations of George Bush and Barack Obama got in. However, it catapulted considerably when Obama got sworn into an office he had no right to have in the first place. Call it racism if you will, but America was founded by those who wanted to keep America as a nation free of racial and religious corruption. And what I mean by that is not separating blacks from whites, or natives from whites, but separating those who use personal prejudice as a means to carry out their political agendas from those who exercise better forms of judgment.
 
Through Obama, the sellout of America has reached new heights to the point where it’s really not United States of America anymore. Instead of keeping out the corporate corruption he has allowed it to be in key positions of political power they should not ever have. This has reduced the people into an even deeper form of slavery that will make it harder for them to climb out of. But this is precisely what the sellouts of America want. And sadly, the people allow it.
 
In essence, folks, you have sold out your own nations, region by region by allowing the political sellouts to seize power and dupe you all into thinking their word is indeed law. It isn’t.
 
Not only has the nations been sold out, but so have the families within it. The souls of those families are at the mercy of the buyers who feel it’s their right to do whatever they please because of it. And because this abuse has gone pretty much unchecked and has pretty much remained that way all this time, the sneaky tactics of these bullies will continue to reach new heights of crimes against humanity until there is literally nothing left.
 
That is why I fight and bitch as much as I do. I won’t stand for it. Again, I am just one person, but I know I’m not alone in it. Sadly, not nearly enough join in on that fight nor dare voice out like they should and that’s what makes it harder than it needs to be.
 
And that’s why I find myself all too often angered and disappointed with the majority of the human race because I know deep down we’re better than this. I’m striving for it with everything I’ve got and although I’m far from being an ultimate warrior or a divine source of guidance, I won’t back down. I know as one person I’m no match against Wall Street nor the Sellouts, but I’m not seeking to dominate them. Just enough to wound them so that others can step in and pick up where I leave off.
 
Someone jokingly gave me a nickname back at a hotel I used to work with as “ankle biter” as I’ve never been one to back down from doing what I honestly felt was right, even if it meant it’d be an unpopular decision that could put me in jail or get me fired. I’m protective by nature (Chinese Metal Dog) and fiery (Leo) to go with it. I don’t mind biting ankles. I always have been the type to seek out the Achilles heel weakness in literally anything and everything and I don’t give it a second thought to exploit it if I’m given cause to do so.
 
Which is what I’ve been doing ever since “waking up” to the reality that this entire world has been lied to for way too long and I’m fed up with the puppetry. Global finance needs to be thrown into oblivion where it belongs. If my teeth are strong enough to wound their ankles so that others can swarm in for the kill then let’s do it!
 
I figured out a long time ago that money is indeed the root to all evil. Sadly, we’re all slaves to it (myself included) and that bondage of slavery will not be broken until the people take down corporate corruption and political puppetry that are in charge of all of it.

Just Sayin…

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When I started blogging down my thoughts and opted to go public format instead of just keeping it to myself it always has been and always will be a sounding board to unleash the build up of concerns I have over a variety of issues.

Most people who come across my posts on Facebook probably see nothing more than an angry person ranting off like a lunatic on issues instead of just shutting up.  I actually tried doing that.  I tried to walk away and preoccupy myself with other things so I’d stop getting so involved on issues such as the environment, politics and anything humanitarian related.  I know most people do this and for them it succeeds because their ability to turn off their moral obligation to stay vigilant seems easy enough.

I, however, can’t do it.  I can for a short while, but soon guilt creeps in and I literally feel someone jolting me to get back into the fight whether I want to or not.  I’ve tried gaming, but have found myself now in a position where I find it’s distasteful.  I’ve tried to entertain myself with television programs, but as usual that one is futile as I all too quickly see through the commercialism associated with the garbage and turn it all off.

I’ve been battling the on/off switch for a very long time.  If truth be known, I think it’s something I’ve fought ever since childhood.  As a kid, however, you don’t really understand the grand scheme of things yet.

As a teenager you get it a bit more, but this is the timeline where usually teens are trying to find a comfortable place for themselves in a world that’s forever changing.  The school system and your family are also pushing you at this stage to fit the mould of modern society so you don’t get left behind like a street bum.  So dealing with the peer pressure outweighs any genuine attempt to absorb other realities that perhaps you’re psyche isn’t ready for yet.

My childhood was awkward.  My mother died when I was seven years old, but already lost her when I was just six as I found her on the floor in a state that is really graphic for literally anyone, never mind a small child.  She had a brain aneurysm and finding her helpless on the floor is something you never forget.  You also don’t forget how different adults can be from each other as I witnessed some make assumptions that were completely off base while finally in the end one of them used her head and called an ambulance.  I had to tell my father when he came home from work what happened to his wife as I waited for his arrival on the front doorstep of our home.  Then it was taking him to the one neighbor who had the brain (took her a while to get there, though) to send my mother to the hospital.

My mother never did make it home.  It was late June 1977 and my mother died November 1977, never once really recovering from the burst that turned her into a human vegetable for those long months.  I did get to see her, but direct lines of communication was out.  Too much brain damage, but not enough where she couldn’t at least speak to me.  Writing on my hand as if it were a notebook, she scribbled “I love you” on it and that too is something, even at just six and seven years old, you don’t forget.

Upon my mother’s death I had to grow up fast.  Even though I still had my father the fact is he worked nights and a small child being left alone was simply unacceptable.  So I wound up staying with not one, but a multitude of different families for a grand total of 9 years.  What I learned in that time frame was how their view on literally everything was inconsistent.  With family #1 they were slobs.  Unclean house.  Poor food choices.  A divided home where the mother and father fought all the time.  This was a very disorganized house and when my father saw I was developing rashes and was always sad he got me out of there and put me into an environment that was the polar opposite.

These people were clean freaks (especially the woman) and extremely religious.  Say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing or just flat out look the wrong way and you’d be in for it.  It wasn’t abusive, but when a young kid goes from a house that virtually had no concept of cleanliness nor discipline to one that regarded both as an art form it’s tough.  I managed, but not easily.

Family #3 was better, but far.  At least they were related and it was great to have someone whom to this day I still regard as a sister.  We were only two years apart but shared the same interest in just about everything at the time so it was easy to forget the fact that I could only see my father on weekends due to his working conditions.

Families #4 to #9 (where Family #3 was repeated for a year in the mix as Family #9) had me flip flop between conditions that differed from each other each time.  This exposes a kid to see so much, but all the while I was heavily distracted by just wanting to be a kid and do my thing and loneliness that I didn’t get to spend as much time with my father as I liked.  I really loved my father, more than anything because despite it all I felt like he was all I truly had.

When I finally reached an age where I could stay home and be with my father I took it for granted.  Although no excuse justifies acting like a spoiled brat who happens to be a teenager, I look back and get it as to why emotionally I was so hostile.  I didn’t just take it out on him.  I took it out on everyone.  In school I’d literally plow into fellow students whom I felt deserved it because they were picking on someone whom I befriended at the same school whom I noticed was bullied for no good reason at all by them.

Thing is, you don’t solve bullying by becoming one yourself.  It just aggravates the problem that much more.  But, that’s the past and I learned from it.

I was never overly fond of school from start to finish.  Granted, I think there are very few kids who will admit they loved school, but my problem was seeing how fake almost everybody around me was.  At first I thought the problem was just me and evidently so did others because I got taken into therapy when I was about 11 years old.  The fact that I had been bounced everywhere as a kid it’s no surprise at all something like this was bound to happen.

Strangely enough, though, even at 11 I could see how ridiculous the therapy was.  The only plus behind it was I didn’t have to go to school on those days and I got to spend more time with my father.  I think my father saw the therapy a waste too because those sessions didn’t last for long.  All they did was make me more hostile and he saw it.  And because I knew this I kept my distance from as many people as I could I knew I’d shred in an instant if I allowed myself to do so.  Believe it or not, even as a kid I did have a moral code of sorts to not gouge to death anybody dumb enough to piss me off.  And considering how angry I was at the time, it didn’t take much to trigger the “I want to kill you” switch.

I dealt with my anger by being manipulative.  I was extremely good at it, or so I thought.  When I look back at it, the only person I truly manipulated was myself into thinking I was something I wasn’t.  I thought I was a victim of circumstances that was beyond my control and I had no choice but to commit some of the stunts I pulled in order to just survive.

I was like that all the way up until 2008.  Even when my father had his first heart attack in 1986 I had this lousy attitude.  I did grow a great deal starting 1986 as it made me realize my father wasn’t going to be around forever and it was about time I stopped feeling sorry for myself and grow the hell up.  And I did, but not entirely.

I got rid of some bad people in my life that actually fed more fuel to my negativity back then.  As soon as I did that I got a bit more clarity.  However, this was also the time frame I started getting knocked down pretty hard with horrifying nightmares of global proportions that somewhat threw me off.  This is also when I came across a program that was aired by some guy named Armstrong.  He really left an impression on me and I remember that program like as if I just watched it last night.  What’s crazy is although in 1986, he said of things to come that I see is happening today.  What he talked about and the warnings issued hit home and this came after I had my nightmares of cataclysmic destruction all over the place that looked like war zones.  What he said and what I dreamt matched!  How crazy is that?

I never got to see another program liked it.  I looked for it.  It wasn’t until 2008 I figured out who he was and whom he represented.  Herbert W. Armstrong was his name and it was Worldwide Church of God.

Now, 2008 was a big year for me.  My best friend died after a battle against cancer in it’s summer and shortly after that my one aunt who pretty much became my surrogate mother from 1977 onward.  For the record, that aunt is from the Family #3 and Family #9 I talked about earlier.

2008 also saw me move away from the city and into a remote corner I knew very little about.  All I knew was in 2008 the window of opportunity to get away from a large population to one much smaller was a necessity.  Not to run away from my problems, but to go in a direction my gut kept telling me I needed to go by any means necessary.  This was the year I became a homeowner for the first time and the year I vowed to get back in touch with my roots, God, and find myself a church organization that I can believe in.

The first church I went to where I live now was disappointing.  Dull.  Lame.  Phonies.  Could see through it all.  Here I go again, I thought.  I had this problem as a kid, as a teen and as a young adult.  Even before leaving Edmonton I still had issues with relating to most people, but did learn to calm down enough to not be so judgmental.

Instead of giving up, I located another church.  Late 2008, early 2009 I came across a website that had me finally figure out who Armstrong was and learned more about this Church Of God.  I promptly searched to find remnants of this church near where I live.  I found one, but it wasn’t quite the same name, but it was still Church Of God so I went.  Everything about it matched at the time what Armstrong said, but it wasn’t until after I got there and met the people there that I was quickly disappointed again.  This is not the same calibre of people Armstrong’s church depicted.  Again, not wanting to be judgmental, I kept quiet and opted to check on the second version of this Church Of God that also had their own name.

This group was considerably better, or so I thought.  They seemed to have their affairs and priorities in order.  Until I got to know them much better.  Then I saw the contradictions.  I think it was the reality check I needed that following any man’s church organization is not the same as following that one church referred to in the Holy Bible.  I got to the point where instead of expecting to learn from people whom I thought would be closer to God than me, just go figure it out for myself.  Read the bible on my own and do my own math.  I learned through that the only voice I should be listening to anymore is what comes from my gut.

I learned a great deal from that.  When I read the bible I was thrown off guard by how violent it was.  And God was very judgmental.  At one point I figured God was one really screwed up individual because I’d read things like arms going up and down to turn the tides of war and hardening some king’s heart to make life of his chosen people even more miserable before unleashing holy payback when he felt the time was right to do so.  I began to think that this God person probably doesn’t deserve the kind of devotion he apparently craves from his people.  I’m thinking “what a tyrant!”

But I didn’t give up reading.  Kept going.  I can actually understand at that point why there’s this thing called atheism.  When you read the bible like you read a novel and don’t take the time to actually pay attention to what you’re reading it scripts out like a badly written horror film.  It’s no wonder priests in most church organizations only read the pretty parts and merge them with other scriptures so that the ugly side of the biblical stories aren’t revealed.  It’s no wonder the congregation seems so apathetic and phony in my eyes because they just blindly fall for it.  They just believe instead of making the effort to uncover truths for themselves.

I see most people like that.  I see it in social media, schools, at job sites, in the malls and just everywhere I go.  Rumors.  Stories.  What the first storyteller says and what the final storyteller says will vary greatly as interpretations of it get jumbled along the way.

The Holy Bible is no different.  You can even see it in the writings.  Inspired by God or not, each person who wrote in it has different views and different ways of telling what they saw.  Again, no different than if you get five witnesses seeing the exact same car accident.  When statements are taken based on what they saw, everyone will have a different spin on the story.  The Holy Bible fits this exact same mould, both by those who wrote in it and by those who’ve read it.

I know what I got out of it doesn’t match at all what most people did.  Since reading that book I can no longer step food into any given church without some sort of disdain towards them.  Although no doubt with good intentions by the majority, I sense virtually everyone doesn’t get the big picture.  In the bible it says a church that cannot be torn down.  The Vatican, as mighty as it is, can get torn down.  All it takes is a nuke and it’s gone.

Not taking anything away from the Vatican.  I have zero doubt in my mind upon it’s original conception that it was indeed favored by God as this was erected by followers of Jesus Christ as directed by the disciples he left behind when he died.

However, there’s mixed stories of the origin of Jesus also.  Are we told today after the book of Revelations that’s truthful?  History has proven the Roman Catholic Church has changed a great deal since the time of Jesus Christ.  Even the Holy Bible they altered in the late 1600’s for whatever reason.  Search the net and there’s a conflict behind why that was done, but I recall in the bible that God warned about making changes to his laws that turn what’s supposed to be genuine into counterfeits.  The Egyptians did it during the Exodus, as did Aaron and his followers did when they sculpted the golden calf.  Even during the days of Jesus Christ, whose timeline exists within the heart of the Roman Empire, you see how much had been altered before his arrival, during his days alive and even after his death/resurrection.  It still happens today.

Emperor Constantine changed Sabbath worship from Saturday to Sunday, not because some bishop nor God told him so.  It’s because he favored the sun.  Now, if anybody took the time to read that bible and understand God’s warnings, who did he say not to follow?

If you guessed Baal you got it right.  Now, in that bible it states Baal is regarded as a sun god.  This goes as far back into Genesis and this was whose works the Egyptians favored.  Over and over again you see man changing things to favor what they desire most instead of staying true to who they really are and what their original creator had in mind for them.

The violence I read in the bible I was oddly enough able to wrap my head around in a manner that made somewhat sense.  I still don’t totally understand, but if there’s any one thing I’ve noticed in the people I encounter, plus what I see on a global scale, is arrogance is a disease that gets under our skin in a manner we don’t realize is there until it’s too late.

That was my problem as a kid and it’s still something I see myself fighting today.  Pride is a horrible snake that always finds a way to slither in and out of your life in a manner that messes you up really bad.  Pride is what sparks wars.  Pride is what makes people think they’re better than they really are.  Pride is also what prevents people from seeing the difference between farce and reality.  Pride is a cloud and it’s very fluffy.  Pride acts as an elevator as it rises what used to be well grounded into a territory that probably should be avoided until one is able to better handle the situation.

In Exodus you see pride in abundance.  Even after the people escaped their oppressors as they followed Moses, God noticed how “stiff-necked” they all were.  He knew no sooner would they be free would they make the exact same mistakes the Egyptians, the very people they fled from, made.

And they have.  Still doing it today.  People are prideful and hence in Exodus how God mentions the unleavened bread.  Yeast.  Yeast expands stuff that’d otherwise remain dense.  That yeast exists within each of us, which is also known as pride.  If this part of us remains unchecked, we end up throwing ourselves into situations that we most likely aren’t ready for.  And no, it doesn’t matter how smart you think you are.  If there is any one thing I’ve learned, your intelligence level is only as great as the deception you’ve swallowed into your very being.

I’m not a smart person by any means.  I wish I were, but I know I’m not.  If I was half as smart as I’d like to be I’d have all the answers for you.  I’d be, in essence, God.  But I know I’m not so I don’t kid myself into thinking I’m any better than the rest of you.  I am a human being, just like you.  I see things, just like you.  However, unlike you, I see things differently and it’s a daily struggle to not only wrap my head around it but how to talk about it.

I do know now that I have to talk about it.  Don’t care if I sound like some sort of insane person for it because I’m not doing this blog for you.  I do it for myself.  If you read it and can make sense of it, good for you.  If not, I don’t care.