Drawing Lines

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People seem to think because I speak so harshly against the Islamic faith that I hate Muslims.  Nothing can be further from the truth.  Most Muslims, just like every other form of religion (Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism, Scientology, Atheism, etc.) don’t fully understand what it is they’re following.

I even speak harshly against various sects involving Christianity and Judaism as I’ve come to recognize that the leaders of the Roman Catholic Church isn’t at all what they appear and neither are the leaders of the Ashkenazi Jewish.  The masses are deceived, just as predicted in both the Holy Bible and the Torah.

Are you aware that the name Allah is Hebrew for curse?
If this doesn’t send an alarm bell to both those of Christian and Jewish faith systems then clearly they’re not as devoted to the true word of God/Yeshua as they claim.


Don’t just take the bible’s word for it.  How about the Quran itself?


But too many, despite learning the truth would rather keep themselves entertained by other means.  And that is because of….


Do you realize pride is what keeps you from reaching your true potential?  It keeps you drowning in a world you shouldn’t be in.

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And pride also causes people to be blind to even the most obvious of truths.

I know what it’s like to have pride get in the way of better judgment.  It prevents you from seeing, makes you deaf and the walls it creates around you has you trapped like a prisoner.  That wall of pride, just like the walls of Jericho, can be taken down.  If necessary, one brick at a time until that wall is completely destroyed so you can cross over into the harsh truths of reality for what it is.  It’s not easy, but it is necessary.

This is what Yehua/God taught his people when they went up against all of the enemies when they were brought out of Egypt.  Who do you think most of those enemies were and why do you think he had such issues with them?  And no, it’s not due to vanity as the atheists would claim.

When you go over the pics do you now understand where this is coming from?  Do you get it yet?  When you reach this state you know there’s no turning back.  And really, when you think about it, do you even want to?  I know I don’t.

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Corporate Welfare vs. People Welfare

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Right in plain sight of the people, both our governments and the corporate sponsors are responsible for twisting our nations into something ugly as it’s overloaded with corruption. We, the people, allowed them to do it by voting in one bad choice after another, thinking the next person will do any better.
Folks, the banners those so-called leaders haven’t changed. They’re just the faces of the puppets the real people who’ve taken charge of something that was never theirs in the first place.
This world, nation for nation, region for region, belongs to YOU! The PEOPLE! Those who are in positions of authority know this, but despite it all, abuse it and have the masses thinking otherwise.
And the masses have allowed it. That’s the most tragic story out of all this global madness that has gripped every man, woman and child into a form of slavery many don’t even realize they’re in.
JFK warned us about this. As did many before and after him. Sadly, very few listen and fewer still take enough heed into the warning to do what they can to reverse this grossly mismanagement of fortune. They didn’t listen when Jesus Christ and his Apostles made those exact same warnings (via Revelations) either. If they did, the past 2000 years would have seen a very different world develop over time as the evils would have been kept in check by those opting to remain vigilant enough to remember what even the tablets Moses carved for the people as he was influenced by God to write them up.
People were too stubborn to listen back then (when Aaron shaped a golden calf and it was worshipped) and are still too stubborn now (as we have a worshipped golden cow at Wall Street) and this is what’s killing us all.
People, you are not going to play a role in solving the world’s problems, nation for nation, region for region, by voting in one politician after another simply because the current one is letting you down. When it’s collectively agreed the options for the next at bat are undesirable, this is when all the people must come forward together as a grand unit and demand we deserve better. If better cannot be provided, then we create that improvement ourselves.
I am just one person. I can only do so much. However, when I realize there’s a group of people who think and feel as I do and realize it takes more than just random FB posts to make a difference, I’m going to work with those people and together we’ll do what we can to make a difference.
We’ve been sold out. In fact, we are constantly sold to the highest bidder as to what new forms of abuse are they going to inflict upon us as a population, regardless of what corner of this earth we reside on. That is slavery. We are all trapped in it whether you choose to realize it or not. The corporations involved wheel and deal among themselves and then push the government to do their part. That’s how it works and it’s an extreme abuse of power they don’t deserve.
But for as long as we allow them to get away with this, it’ll never change. It won’t matter who is prime minister of Canada, nor who is president of America. Even the other leaders of their nations of the world are somewhat irrelevant. Think Putin is so great? He talks good game and puts on a good show, but people overlook for someone who claims he wants death to the Rothschilds he has an odd way of showing it by keeping their Coat of Arms as their Russian Coat of Arms.
In Canada, prior to Justin Trudeau, Stephen Harper was already selling out Canada. He merely picked up where Brian Mulroney left off. Prior to him it was Pierre Elliott Trudeau. It’s a pattern on a federal stage that to this day the people are clueless to the fact not one of them is truly in charge. Canada is a corporation, disguised as a nation, by the Commonwealth. That Commonwealth is run by a Monarchy, who in turn is run by the Rothschilds. The Rothschilds share the same Illuminati bed as Soros, Rockefeller, Clinton, and several other families who have very deep, dark secrets and agendas.
In the United States of America, the seeds of corruption began long before Bill Clinton, both generations of George Bush and Barack Obama got in. However, it catapulted considerably when Obama got sworn into an office he had no right to have in the first place. Call it racism if you will, but America was founded by those who wanted to keep America as a nation free of racial and religious corruption. And what I mean by that is not separating blacks from whites, or natives from whites, but separating those who use personal prejudice as a means to carry out their political agendas from those who exercise better forms of judgment.
Through Obama, the sellout of America has reached new heights to the point where it’s really not United States of America anymore. Instead of keeping out the corporate corruption he has allowed it to be in key positions of political power they should not ever have. This has reduced the people into an even deeper form of slavery that will make it harder for them to climb out of. But this is precisely what the sellouts of America want. And sadly, the people allow it.
In essence, folks, you have sold out your own nations, region by region by allowing the political sellouts to seize power and dupe you all into thinking their word is indeed law. It isn’t.
Not only has the nations been sold out, but so have the families within it. The souls of those families are at the mercy of the buyers who feel it’s their right to do whatever they please because of it. And because this abuse has gone pretty much unchecked and has pretty much remained that way all this time, the sneaky tactics of these bullies will continue to reach new heights of crimes against humanity until there is literally nothing left.
That is why I fight and bitch as much as I do. I won’t stand for it. Again, I am just one person, but I know I’m not alone in it. Sadly, not nearly enough join in on that fight nor dare voice out like they should and that’s what makes it harder than it needs to be.
And that’s why I find myself all too often angered and disappointed with the majority of the human race because I know deep down we’re better than this. I’m striving for it with everything I’ve got and although I’m far from being an ultimate warrior or a divine source of guidance, I won’t back down. I know as one person I’m no match against Wall Street nor the Sellouts, but I’m not seeking to dominate them. Just enough to wound them so that others can step in and pick up where I leave off.
Someone jokingly gave me a nickname back at a hotel I used to work with as “ankle biter” as I’ve never been one to back down from doing what I honestly felt was right, even if it meant it’d be an unpopular decision that could put me in jail or get me fired. I’m protective by nature (Chinese Metal Dog) and fiery (Leo) to go with it. I don’t mind biting ankles. I always have been the type to seek out the Achilles heel weakness in literally anything and everything and I don’t give it a second thought to exploit it if I’m given cause to do so.
Which is what I’ve been doing ever since “waking up” to the reality that this entire world has been lied to for way too long and I’m fed up with the puppetry. Global finance needs to be thrown into oblivion where it belongs. If my teeth are strong enough to wound their ankles so that others can swarm in for the kill then let’s do it!
I figured out a long time ago that money is indeed the root to all evil. Sadly, we’re all slaves to it (myself included) and that bondage of slavery will not be broken until the people take down corporate corruption and political puppetry that are in charge of all of it.


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United we stand, divided we fall.

It’s more than just a cliche.  It’s a fact of life.  What is the most effective way for any foe to destroy an enemy?  Divide and conquer.

And right now the enemies of mankind are doing a splendid job of doing just that as we, the people, continue to remain divided over issues that really aren’t so important once you look at the grand scale of things.

So you’re black.  I’m white.  Big deal!  Underneath the skin pigments we both have red blood.  We both the exact same DNA patterns that make us what we are; human.  Neither of us chose what skin color we’d be born with.  We didn’t choose our family bloodline, nor whatever heritage we come from.  It simply happened because our Creator (I call him Father) blessed each of us with the gift of life.

Up until we are old enough to be on our own, it is expected our parents and whoever else is in the family circle do the best jobs they can to protect us from harm and educate us as we train for a world we’re expected to participate in whether we agree with it or not.

I don’t 100% buy the story that how we are raised dictates who we become.  Although it does play a heavy influence into our general psyche, it does not dictate to any of us how we should be once we become old enough to make sound decisions on our own.

Those decisions include how you approach various situations and what sort of person you wish to become once it’s dealt with.  Your fate is entirely in your hands, but don’t think for a second that every decision you make won’t have it’s consequences.  Every action, good or bad, has a reaction that is every bit as effective.

What defines you is up to you.  However, how you see yourself may not be the same as how others see you.  And although maybe you’re not concerned about what other people think of you, keep in mind that when all is said and done and you are returned to the seed from which you came there is indeed a higher authority you have to answer to in the end.  That authority will determine if that seed is worth planting again, or left in the dust where it belongs.

Am I talking about God?  Yes and no.  Yes because whether you choose to wrap your head around it or not, it wasn’t just the sexual act between your parents that ultimately resulted in your birth.  It wasn’t mere chance, or luck of the draw.  It is by design and as talented as you may think your parents are, keep in mind that not every unprotected sexual intercourse between couples has resulted in a pregnancy that has successfully carried to term.  It’s clearly not that simple and that has been proven since the dawn of time itself.

The no answer to the question about God is replacing him with Karma.  Like it or not, Karma has a way of balancing out every action, inaction, good deed, bad deed and whatever else one way or the other.  Payback is indeed a bitch and the more destructive you are towards others, that same level of destruction will bounce right back to you, and at a much meaner pace than you could have ever hoped to dish out.

So for you, as a person, what is the best definition you can describe for yourself?  Are you a loving, caring individual that isn’t afraid to show it?  Or, are you an angry person that feels the need to lash out at anything and everything you don’t agree with and couldn’t care less whom you hurt along the way?  However you answer that question is up to you.  However, keep in mind, how you define yourself may not match how the world sees you, or how God/Karma sees you.  As you work on your own personal definition of yourself, bear this in mind as to whether or not you want to be a seed worth saving, or one that should be discarded into obscurity.

We are living in a world that loves to divide people.  Believe it or not, it is human nature to want togetherness.  The enemies of this world know this and use that to divide us.  Too many fall for it as they see only with blind eyes that stare at false images.  They get so distracted by it that they don’t realize they’ve become oblivious to the real truths that are surrounding them like a swarm.  And jolting a person awake to see with opened eyes is very difficult to do.  Doing so puts a person in a situation where they have to take a good look at themselves first before discovering the truths on their own.

Most people don’t want to look at themselves.  Coming from a person who doesn’t even like looking at her own reflection in the mirror, I can understand this.  Looking inside ourselves means we have to see both the beauty and the ugly.  It’s not easy.  Doing so forces each of us to admit the obvious that we are flawed.  We are not as smart as we’d like to think we are, and most definitely not as righteous.

In the Bible, Job was forced to do this.  Look at how much he lost before he finally realized what was defining him in reality did not match the definition he had regarded himself.  He was forced to humble himself before the Lord and accept the fact that in order to become a better person he had to let go of all the false images surrounding him and see the bigger picture.  Once he was finally able to do this and accept it, that’s when things started to turn around for him.

It’s no different for the rest of us.  We are each a Job in our own right.  Each of us would like to think we’re the “it” thing when in truth we’re not.  However, the enemies of this world will tell you otherwise in their own, twisted way.

Black Lives Matter thinks they’re the “it” factor when they don’t realize they’re merely pawns in a deadly game that has been bought and paid for by a very wealthy man (George Soros) who has played this out before.

You know that other cliche?  You know, the one that says “Those who don’t learn from history are doomed to repeat it?”

Guess what?  Evidently we did not learn the lessons displayed when the Roman Empire rose and fell.  And sadly, we did not learn from World War II these exact same lessons.

What all this is doing is defining that we, as a race, will remain doomed to repeat the same mistakes over and over again until there’s literally nobody left.

And that’s what the enemies of this world wants.  Through the false images displayed by mainstream media they have divided the people with politics, race, religion, socialist views, color and lifestyle choices.  Groups like Black Lives Matter, ISIS, Al-Qaeda, KKK, Freemasons, etc. are all designed to keep people distracted, keep them divided and keep them scared.

The ultimate definition of humanity is benevolence.  This means we are compassionate, loving, fraternal, philanthropists, humane, considerate, understanding, patient, sympathetic, tolerance and kindness.

It’s a definition that actually binds us together as one, but the enemies of this world don’t want that.  If all of us not only took the time to understand who we are as a race and learned to come together as it was intended by our Creator, those evils that seek to destroy us all wouldn’t stand a chance.  And they know it.

So, they divide and conquer.  Keep us divided through hate groups such as Black Lives Matter and ISIS.  If our governments truly wanted to put an end to terrorism, then why do they keep manufacturing it?  Make no mistake, this is precisely what they do as their corporate sponsors fork out all the funding needed to carry this out.  And mainstream media goes along, telling the news as they’re told to, even though majority of the time it’s not the truth they’re spilling out to the masses.  It’s just a twisted version of it, which ultimately makes it a lie.

We have to be better than this.  We have to prove that the definition of humanity for what it really is doesn’t mean we agree with the divisions placed upon us simply because we don’t have matching skin tones, hair color, religious beliefs nor lifestyle choices.  We are one.  The sooner we realize this and take action the better.

Social media is every bit as helpful as it is destructive.  However, how much longer will this last?  Now that unconstitutional changes have been made to make it more vulnerable than it has ever been before, this may not be the case for much longer.  Again, it’s a divide and conquer technique as now we’re going to see further censorship on matters that really need to be blown wide open.

The enemies of this world realize they’re running out of time.  More people are indeed waking up and learning how to redefine themselves.  Even those bent on the destructive path will eventually come around as they will each encounter that one moment where they’ll be forced to look at themselves.  When that moment comes it’s up to the rest of us to remind them what the definition of humanity is and how all of us, together, can use that as a weapon to take down the enemies of this world once and for all.

Then, we can finally utilize the true definition of humanity by becoming what our Creator had intended us for each of us to be all along; fruitful as our mustard seeds of faith grow into mighty trees that cannot be taken down for as long as we all choose to stand together and believe in the common cause that our humanity is worth fighting for.

My Favorite Dream

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Everybody has those dreams they carve for themselves where it’s a better alternative than dealing with today’s reality.  In the real world it is so full of madness that no sane person in their right mind would want to have anything to do with it in the first place.  Unfortunately we have to, but that doesn’t mean when we get moments to dream of an escape we won’t take it.

For some, that dream involves some sort of luxury getaway where all their wildest fantasies come true.  For others, the dream of being some sort of action hero that we see on the screens is their personal ticket to paradise.  Both of these types of dreams are larger than life and that’s why so many people are so drawn to it.  I’m certainly no exception, but there’s one dream I indulge in without second thought and keep wishing and praying for it to come true.  I even try in some feeble attempt to make it happen, but I know it’s something I cannot do for now.

I will admit, when 2008 hit and I got my chance to move away from the big city and towards a much smaller community I know I made the right choice.  I like my life better now than I ever did up to that point.  I live in a good community with good people, but in my dreams these days, this is what I want;

  1. A 100% self-sustaining community that doesn’t rely on government-run ones where the plug can get pulled at any given time, regardless if you keep up with the bills or not.
  2. A 100% self-sustaining community where everybody works together to grow, hunt and produce food for all folks within that community and not one person is ever put in a position where they feel like they have to go to bed at night without enjoying at least a single, fulfilling meal.
  3. It is a sanctuary, located far from the closest city for at least a few hours and this place caters to both man and animal in a mutual agreement that a peaceful way of life is the most important requirement in order to be a part of this community.  We look after each other, and the animals, and also the environment in which we live in.
  4. There is no more reliance on man-led governments that have proven over and over to be corrupt and short-sighted.  However, you do rely on yourself, your neighbors, on Mother Earth and on God to appreciate and function at the highest possible levels you can achieve for yourself.
  5. All medical concerns are dealt with naturally, not chemically.  The means is there to do such a thing, not to mention better dietary and lifestyle choices that vastly reduce any form of health ailments that tend to fly your way otherwise.
  6. This community puts the needs of the homeless first in the form of housing, clothing and food.  In exchange for providing them with these needs they contribute towards construction and/or repair of new dwellings so that more can join the community, resource collecting to cover as many needs as possible that include food, water, clothing, energies, health concerns, education, etc.
  7. In a world that insists we all pay taxes, our community would get by on this by participating in farmers markets, trade shows and commissioned sales by partnering with localized retailers to keep up with such bills.  It wouldn’t be that difficult considering this particular community would never have to pay electricity, water nor heat because we’d take care of those needs on our own.  This community has no real need for the telephone or internet, but for the sake of “keeping in touch” with the world a community-based “net center” would be installed to cover those.  It also provides another means of income via online sales of whatever products those within the community develops.

Sounds like one of those “backwards” communities we hear about, doesn’t it?  Thing is, if those communities were so backwards then why is it they seem to be more generally happy with each other and get along with each other better than we do?  The majority of the world, in my opinion, is the one that has it backwards.  We are the ones that have lost faith whereas those “stuck in time” haven’t.  We are the ones that call each other names due to color, racial and religious differences.  They don’t.  Even if they don’t like something, instead of being jerks about it they deal with it accordingly and without violent expressions that even they know would make a situation far worse than it already is.

That is why I created this blog site and why I named it Humanity World Order.  At one point I was actually going to change the name as I stared down the word humanity and realized it has a multitude of meanings to it and not all of them are good ones.

  1. Human beings collectively.  (Right now, our collection is filled with corruption, deception and have gone insane.  If this is humanity, then I want no part of that.)
  2. The quality or condition of being human.  (True human beings stick to their human nature, which is to love, cherish and obey themselves, each other and the laws of nature.  This is the humanity I do want to be a part of and why I will fight to my last breath in favor of it.)
  3. The quality of being humane through acts of kindness and benevolence.  (Another humanity definition I want to endorse/support as I believe in that.)

For me, Humanity World Order means we work together as one through acts of kindness, benevolence, love and obedience.  Now, I know people may not like the word “obey” but if there is any one thing I’ve learned in my quest to be independent I’ve come to realize that being obedient towards your creator is not a luxury merely exercised by the so-called religious, but a necessity among those who wish to remain faithful to the true roots of their being.

Those true roots started with an ultimate creator.  That creator granted the exact same gift of life you got through your parents, your grandparents, their grandparents and so on until the original lineage reaches as far back to the creation of Adam and Eve in Genesis.

Cringe at the thought I’m referring to the Holy Bible. I honestly don’t care.  There are many takes to who/what the bible really is and when you look past the 6000-year notion depicted by zealous religious factions that limit their research to the blind faith their preachers instruct them to, you can see just how in depth that bible really is.

I often come across the Annunaki, some race (also mentioned in the bible) of what I’ve deemed as control freaks that see mankind having no more worth than lowly slave rats to do their bidding.  It’s interesting when you start cross-referencing between science, science fiction, biblical history, astronomic and geographic discoveries, and mankind’s factual and fictional timeline how almost all of it puzzle together virtually effortlessly.  However, in order for the puzzle pieces to mesh without force, you have to approach every angle of an argument as open-minded as possible.  Close even just one avenue slightly and the vision becomes distorted.  This is where so many people actually go wrong and why the science community almost never agrees with the religious one, nor do all those who insist the religion they follow is the only correct one and all the others are false.

I used to be close to the splinters of the various Church Of God groups.  In fact, most recently I started paying attention to Restored Church Of God and although I agree with about 99% of what they have to say, there’s that 1% that still tells me not to trust them.  So, going with that I broke away again.  I cannot, nor will not, ever put full faith in anything man-led.  Man are too easily corrupted, myself included.

I trust only God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit and Mother Earth.  Everything else is left in the dust.  I will work with humanity, as I not only feel compelled to do so, but it has been a dream I’ve had for a very, very long time.

At first, before waking up, I dreamt of running a community-like resort where it’s situated far away from the madness of the modern world.  I never dreamt of anything that matches the 5-star properties you see only the wealthiest of the wealthy can afford.  I merely dreamt of family sites where the environmental impact was minimal, but the impression it made upon people and animals was so profound that it helped shape (or reshape) who they are and what they wanted in their lives.

That’s my dream.  That’s what I want, but much has changed since 1984 when I first had that resort owner dream.  When I look back, even for 2008, I bow my head that I didn’t push for it better.  I allowed myself to get too distracted and now as I feel time is running out on this earth due to the massively hysterical madness that’s engineered it I feel the only way this dream will ever become reality is if God himself creates it for me (and those like me) because it is a good one.

It’s not asking to harm the environment.  It’s not asking for slaves.  It’s embracing life over death.  It’s favoring community without conformity, but at the same time a faithful requirement to appreciate and give thanks to the ultimate creators who’ve made it all possible.  Man is not to be credited for such things.  They can be credited for their assistance, but to take full responsibility is not only foolish but arrogant.  God (Father) and (Mother) Earth has provided all mankind needs in order to work with what we’ve got and how we go about it depends greatly on what kind of direction we choose to go.

Mankind chose badly.  Shortcuts and reckless squandering of such resources has plunged this world into great turmoil and like a child abusing the mom, we have abused Mother Earth without remorse.  We have a society where one half wants to continue tearing her apart with methods that are truly destructive and the other half want her left alone.  It’s like observing people purposely blowing a person’s arm off so they can use it for whatever reasons they’ve come up with, and then replacing it back on the person with a new one.  In their minds it’s like “no harm done” and yet they don’t realize the trauma they’ve just inflicted upon that person lasts more than just a short while.  It’s a lifetime scar.

It’s no different with Mother Nature/Earth.  We’ve scarred her.  Badly.  She’s trying to heal, but too many won’t let her.  The greed and pride that fuels such individuals to treat her like a non-living experiment is astounding.  And what’s worse is not enough people see this for what it is.  Of those who do, they get ridiculed that if they have such issues with this level of destruction then why continue using those very resources?

Anybody with an ounce of brain capacity realizes that today’s world has seen to it that it’s not possible.  Aside from the “backwards” communities that have managed to steer clear from the so-called progress of modern society, everybody has been steered down a direction where it’s either comply if you want to live or resist if you prefer death.

I don’t want to use my car, but I have to.  It’s necessary to use so that I can go to work and back and at least be able to try and keep up with the bills just so I can keep a roof over my head.  I don’t want to use fossil fuels of any kind in anything I do and I have been taking measures to break away from such things, but when lack of money limits a person to achieve this, not to mention lack of support from those who honestly should know better, it doesn’t make it easier.

Our governments have seen to it we’re captive in this sort of state and even as we speak, of those who’ve managed to develop the type of communities I’ve dreamt about, they’re being targeted to “get back on the grid” so that once again they can be controlled by an elite few who want to continue running the entire world their way.  It’s actually a dream to see more of those communities pop up, plus the one that I just shared.

I know I’m not the only one that has this kind of dream.  I know some of you got something similar.  Wouldn’t it be nice if we could work together to pull it off?  And no, that’s not just dream talk, folks.  I mean it.  If enough of us band together to do this then why not?

Just Sayin…

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When I started blogging down my thoughts and opted to go public format instead of just keeping it to myself it always has been and always will be a sounding board to unleash the build up of concerns I have over a variety of issues.

Most people who come across my posts on Facebook probably see nothing more than an angry person ranting off like a lunatic on issues instead of just shutting up.  I actually tried doing that.  I tried to walk away and preoccupy myself with other things so I’d stop getting so involved on issues such as the environment, politics and anything humanitarian related.  I know most people do this and for them it succeeds because their ability to turn off their moral obligation to stay vigilant seems easy enough.

I, however, can’t do it.  I can for a short while, but soon guilt creeps in and I literally feel someone jolting me to get back into the fight whether I want to or not.  I’ve tried gaming, but have found myself now in a position where I find it’s distasteful.  I’ve tried to entertain myself with television programs, but as usual that one is futile as I all too quickly see through the commercialism associated with the garbage and turn it all off.

I’ve been battling the on/off switch for a very long time.  If truth be known, I think it’s something I’ve fought ever since childhood.  As a kid, however, you don’t really understand the grand scheme of things yet.

As a teenager you get it a bit more, but this is the timeline where usually teens are trying to find a comfortable place for themselves in a world that’s forever changing.  The school system and your family are also pushing you at this stage to fit the mould of modern society so you don’t get left behind like a street bum.  So dealing with the peer pressure outweighs any genuine attempt to absorb other realities that perhaps you’re psyche isn’t ready for yet.

My childhood was awkward.  My mother died when I was seven years old, but already lost her when I was just six as I found her on the floor in a state that is really graphic for literally anyone, never mind a small child.  She had a brain aneurysm and finding her helpless on the floor is something you never forget.  You also don’t forget how different adults can be from each other as I witnessed some make assumptions that were completely off base while finally in the end one of them used her head and called an ambulance.  I had to tell my father when he came home from work what happened to his wife as I waited for his arrival on the front doorstep of our home.  Then it was taking him to the one neighbor who had the brain (took her a while to get there, though) to send my mother to the hospital.

My mother never did make it home.  It was late June 1977 and my mother died November 1977, never once really recovering from the burst that turned her into a human vegetable for those long months.  I did get to see her, but direct lines of communication was out.  Too much brain damage, but not enough where she couldn’t at least speak to me.  Writing on my hand as if it were a notebook, she scribbled “I love you” on it and that too is something, even at just six and seven years old, you don’t forget.

Upon my mother’s death I had to grow up fast.  Even though I still had my father the fact is he worked nights and a small child being left alone was simply unacceptable.  So I wound up staying with not one, but a multitude of different families for a grand total of 9 years.  What I learned in that time frame was how their view on literally everything was inconsistent.  With family #1 they were slobs.  Unclean house.  Poor food choices.  A divided home where the mother and father fought all the time.  This was a very disorganized house and when my father saw I was developing rashes and was always sad he got me out of there and put me into an environment that was the polar opposite.

These people were clean freaks (especially the woman) and extremely religious.  Say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing or just flat out look the wrong way and you’d be in for it.  It wasn’t abusive, but when a young kid goes from a house that virtually had no concept of cleanliness nor discipline to one that regarded both as an art form it’s tough.  I managed, but not easily.

Family #3 was better, but far.  At least they were related and it was great to have someone whom to this day I still regard as a sister.  We were only two years apart but shared the same interest in just about everything at the time so it was easy to forget the fact that I could only see my father on weekends due to his working conditions.

Families #4 to #9 (where Family #3 was repeated for a year in the mix as Family #9) had me flip flop between conditions that differed from each other each time.  This exposes a kid to see so much, but all the while I was heavily distracted by just wanting to be a kid and do my thing and loneliness that I didn’t get to spend as much time with my father as I liked.  I really loved my father, more than anything because despite it all I felt like he was all I truly had.

When I finally reached an age where I could stay home and be with my father I took it for granted.  Although no excuse justifies acting like a spoiled brat who happens to be a teenager, I look back and get it as to why emotionally I was so hostile.  I didn’t just take it out on him.  I took it out on everyone.  In school I’d literally plow into fellow students whom I felt deserved it because they were picking on someone whom I befriended at the same school whom I noticed was bullied for no good reason at all by them.

Thing is, you don’t solve bullying by becoming one yourself.  It just aggravates the problem that much more.  But, that’s the past and I learned from it.

I was never overly fond of school from start to finish.  Granted, I think there are very few kids who will admit they loved school, but my problem was seeing how fake almost everybody around me was.  At first I thought the problem was just me and evidently so did others because I got taken into therapy when I was about 11 years old.  The fact that I had been bounced everywhere as a kid it’s no surprise at all something like this was bound to happen.

Strangely enough, though, even at 11 I could see how ridiculous the therapy was.  The only plus behind it was I didn’t have to go to school on those days and I got to spend more time with my father.  I think my father saw the therapy a waste too because those sessions didn’t last for long.  All they did was make me more hostile and he saw it.  And because I knew this I kept my distance from as many people as I could I knew I’d shred in an instant if I allowed myself to do so.  Believe it or not, even as a kid I did have a moral code of sorts to not gouge to death anybody dumb enough to piss me off.  And considering how angry I was at the time, it didn’t take much to trigger the “I want to kill you” switch.

I dealt with my anger by being manipulative.  I was extremely good at it, or so I thought.  When I look back at it, the only person I truly manipulated was myself into thinking I was something I wasn’t.  I thought I was a victim of circumstances that was beyond my control and I had no choice but to commit some of the stunts I pulled in order to just survive.

I was like that all the way up until 2008.  Even when my father had his first heart attack in 1986 I had this lousy attitude.  I did grow a great deal starting 1986 as it made me realize my father wasn’t going to be around forever and it was about time I stopped feeling sorry for myself and grow the hell up.  And I did, but not entirely.

I got rid of some bad people in my life that actually fed more fuel to my negativity back then.  As soon as I did that I got a bit more clarity.  However, this was also the time frame I started getting knocked down pretty hard with horrifying nightmares of global proportions that somewhat threw me off.  This is also when I came across a program that was aired by some guy named Armstrong.  He really left an impression on me and I remember that program like as if I just watched it last night.  What’s crazy is although in 1986, he said of things to come that I see is happening today.  What he talked about and the warnings issued hit home and this came after I had my nightmares of cataclysmic destruction all over the place that looked like war zones.  What he said and what I dreamt matched!  How crazy is that?

I never got to see another program liked it.  I looked for it.  It wasn’t until 2008 I figured out who he was and whom he represented.  Herbert W. Armstrong was his name and it was Worldwide Church of God.

Now, 2008 was a big year for me.  My best friend died after a battle against cancer in it’s summer and shortly after that my one aunt who pretty much became my surrogate mother from 1977 onward.  For the record, that aunt is from the Family #3 and Family #9 I talked about earlier.

2008 also saw me move away from the city and into a remote corner I knew very little about.  All I knew was in 2008 the window of opportunity to get away from a large population to one much smaller was a necessity.  Not to run away from my problems, but to go in a direction my gut kept telling me I needed to go by any means necessary.  This was the year I became a homeowner for the first time and the year I vowed to get back in touch with my roots, God, and find myself a church organization that I can believe in.

The first church I went to where I live now was disappointing.  Dull.  Lame.  Phonies.  Could see through it all.  Here I go again, I thought.  I had this problem as a kid, as a teen and as a young adult.  Even before leaving Edmonton I still had issues with relating to most people, but did learn to calm down enough to not be so judgmental.

Instead of giving up, I located another church.  Late 2008, early 2009 I came across a website that had me finally figure out who Armstrong was and learned more about this Church Of God.  I promptly searched to find remnants of this church near where I live.  I found one, but it wasn’t quite the same name, but it was still Church Of God so I went.  Everything about it matched at the time what Armstrong said, but it wasn’t until after I got there and met the people there that I was quickly disappointed again.  This is not the same calibre of people Armstrong’s church depicted.  Again, not wanting to be judgmental, I kept quiet and opted to check on the second version of this Church Of God that also had their own name.

This group was considerably better, or so I thought.  They seemed to have their affairs and priorities in order.  Until I got to know them much better.  Then I saw the contradictions.  I think it was the reality check I needed that following any man’s church organization is not the same as following that one church referred to in the Holy Bible.  I got to the point where instead of expecting to learn from people whom I thought would be closer to God than me, just go figure it out for myself.  Read the bible on my own and do my own math.  I learned through that the only voice I should be listening to anymore is what comes from my gut.

I learned a great deal from that.  When I read the bible I was thrown off guard by how violent it was.  And God was very judgmental.  At one point I figured God was one really screwed up individual because I’d read things like arms going up and down to turn the tides of war and hardening some king’s heart to make life of his chosen people even more miserable before unleashing holy payback when he felt the time was right to do so.  I began to think that this God person probably doesn’t deserve the kind of devotion he apparently craves from his people.  I’m thinking “what a tyrant!”

But I didn’t give up reading.  Kept going.  I can actually understand at that point why there’s this thing called atheism.  When you read the bible like you read a novel and don’t take the time to actually pay attention to what you’re reading it scripts out like a badly written horror film.  It’s no wonder priests in most church organizations only read the pretty parts and merge them with other scriptures so that the ugly side of the biblical stories aren’t revealed.  It’s no wonder the congregation seems so apathetic and phony in my eyes because they just blindly fall for it.  They just believe instead of making the effort to uncover truths for themselves.

I see most people like that.  I see it in social media, schools, at job sites, in the malls and just everywhere I go.  Rumors.  Stories.  What the first storyteller says and what the final storyteller says will vary greatly as interpretations of it get jumbled along the way.

The Holy Bible is no different.  You can even see it in the writings.  Inspired by God or not, each person who wrote in it has different views and different ways of telling what they saw.  Again, no different than if you get five witnesses seeing the exact same car accident.  When statements are taken based on what they saw, everyone will have a different spin on the story.  The Holy Bible fits this exact same mould, both by those who wrote in it and by those who’ve read it.

I know what I got out of it doesn’t match at all what most people did.  Since reading that book I can no longer step food into any given church without some sort of disdain towards them.  Although no doubt with good intentions by the majority, I sense virtually everyone doesn’t get the big picture.  In the bible it says a church that cannot be torn down.  The Vatican, as mighty as it is, can get torn down.  All it takes is a nuke and it’s gone.

Not taking anything away from the Vatican.  I have zero doubt in my mind upon it’s original conception that it was indeed favored by God as this was erected by followers of Jesus Christ as directed by the disciples he left behind when he died.

However, there’s mixed stories of the origin of Jesus also.  Are we told today after the book of Revelations that’s truthful?  History has proven the Roman Catholic Church has changed a great deal since the time of Jesus Christ.  Even the Holy Bible they altered in the late 1600’s for whatever reason.  Search the net and there’s a conflict behind why that was done, but I recall in the bible that God warned about making changes to his laws that turn what’s supposed to be genuine into counterfeits.  The Egyptians did it during the Exodus, as did Aaron and his followers did when they sculpted the golden calf.  Even during the days of Jesus Christ, whose timeline exists within the heart of the Roman Empire, you see how much had been altered before his arrival, during his days alive and even after his death/resurrection.  It still happens today.

Emperor Constantine changed Sabbath worship from Saturday to Sunday, not because some bishop nor God told him so.  It’s because he favored the sun.  Now, if anybody took the time to read that bible and understand God’s warnings, who did he say not to follow?

If you guessed Baal you got it right.  Now, in that bible it states Baal is regarded as a sun god.  This goes as far back into Genesis and this was whose works the Egyptians favored.  Over and over again you see man changing things to favor what they desire most instead of staying true to who they really are and what their original creator had in mind for them.

The violence I read in the bible I was oddly enough able to wrap my head around in a manner that made somewhat sense.  I still don’t totally understand, but if there’s any one thing I’ve noticed in the people I encounter, plus what I see on a global scale, is arrogance is a disease that gets under our skin in a manner we don’t realize is there until it’s too late.

That was my problem as a kid and it’s still something I see myself fighting today.  Pride is a horrible snake that always finds a way to slither in and out of your life in a manner that messes you up really bad.  Pride is what sparks wars.  Pride is what makes people think they’re better than they really are.  Pride is also what prevents people from seeing the difference between farce and reality.  Pride is a cloud and it’s very fluffy.  Pride acts as an elevator as it rises what used to be well grounded into a territory that probably should be avoided until one is able to better handle the situation.

In Exodus you see pride in abundance.  Even after the people escaped their oppressors as they followed Moses, God noticed how “stiff-necked” they all were.  He knew no sooner would they be free would they make the exact same mistakes the Egyptians, the very people they fled from, made.

And they have.  Still doing it today.  People are prideful and hence in Exodus how God mentions the unleavened bread.  Yeast.  Yeast expands stuff that’d otherwise remain dense.  That yeast exists within each of us, which is also known as pride.  If this part of us remains unchecked, we end up throwing ourselves into situations that we most likely aren’t ready for.  And no, it doesn’t matter how smart you think you are.  If there is any one thing I’ve learned, your intelligence level is only as great as the deception you’ve swallowed into your very being.

I’m not a smart person by any means.  I wish I were, but I know I’m not.  If I was half as smart as I’d like to be I’d have all the answers for you.  I’d be, in essence, God.  But I know I’m not so I don’t kid myself into thinking I’m any better than the rest of you.  I am a human being, just like you.  I see things, just like you.  However, unlike you, I see things differently and it’s a daily struggle to not only wrap my head around it but how to talk about it.

I do know now that I have to talk about it.  Don’t care if I sound like some sort of insane person for it because I’m not doing this blog for you.  I do it for myself.  If you read it and can make sense of it, good for you.  If not, I don’t care.


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Nightmares of watching entire communities blow up is not exactly the recipe for a good night’s sleep.  Yet, I still have them.

Watching cities like Edmonton, Vancouver, Calgary, Montreal, New York, Los Angeles and Boston literally blow themselves apart as if millions of explosives were buried underneath was like witnessing all the end of day movies throwing in their most horrific scenes at you at once.

That’s what I see and why I have a growing gut feeling that this will be something triggered within the natural gas lines and oil pipelines once the shit doesn’t just hit the fan, but blast clean through it.  Then all that will get followed by military forces swooping to finish the jobs the explosions started.

The fastest way to take out the vast majority of the world’s population would be to literally obliterate as many cities as possible and it’s surprisingly easy to do when you think about it.  Get the right people to be in the right places and BOOM!  You’d have something that makes the 9/11 job look like it was merely a warm up act.

People don’t seem to realize (or are too afraid to let reality sink in) that we do have that kind of evil in our midst that care absolutely nothing for the human race.  When you’ve got a 99-year old man who has the nerve to say the world needs to be depopulated by at least 90% and yet has had a multitude of heart transplants so he can stay alive then you know you’re dealing with someone who is pure mad.

If he so strongly feels about this depopulation scheme of his to make way for the New World Order, then why not set an example and just let go of his life and let someone else live?  It’s because he and those who share the same mindset as him don’t look at it that way.  They see this world as theirs and theirs only.  The rest of us, in their eyes, are vermin that must be extinguished.  A tiny handful will be kept alive but will be treated more like we’re animals at a stock farm rather than as human beings.

That’s the kind of world they want.  It’s the one too many of us are handing them on a silver platter.  We, the 99%, are remarkably immature when it comes to not only realizing this fact but collectively doing something about it.  We’re stronger than we think, but that strength will never come out for as long as we keep fooling ourselves that our blankets of security will last forever.

They won’t.  Already they’re falling apart, but again not enough people see it.  Denial?  Ignorance?  No matter the reason, people have got to wake up!  Until that happens then little nightmares like mine will continue and they will indeed become reality.

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There are some occupations that are clearly more hazardous than others.  Running into burning buildings when everybody is anxious to get out is a job only firemen do as they put their lives at risk despite the best training possible to avoid tragedy.

Window cleaners that put their lives in the balance high above the ground, strapped to the side of a building, have the courageous ability to defy the heights as their job is to ensure not only is the building nice and clean on the outside, but those inside it get clear views when they look out the windows.

The military go through an intense training program so that they’re in a position to defend their homeland, whether it be close to home, or afar.  They are sent into war zones no human being in their right mind would want to have anything to do with.

Police officers are similar to the military, but their battlegrounds are always at home.  You’d think because they’re posted in hometown neighbourhoods that their occupation of choice would be a relatively safe one.  For the most part it is, but with the surge of division taking place between the over zealous and those who have zero regard for human lives this is not the case at all.

To serve and protect.  That is the motto of the police.  For the most part it seems to be an easy enough task.  How hard is it to have people control their driving speed on the road, especially in specified zones where they need to slow down due to a higher count of pedestrian traffic?  It can’t be that difficult for people to understand the law is there to protect all the good people from the bad, right?

There may have been a time when this was so, but there are a number of factors now that makes the job of a police officer far more complex (and dangerous) than it has ever been before.

#1 The Courts.  Nowadays the fine line between getting properly punished for breaking the law and being law abiding has thinned out to virtual non-existence.  Those who should be serving full time for their crimes all too often get away with it, especially if such a person has a higher social standing due to economic wealth, political influence or corporate favor.  And on the flip side, when someone tries to defend themselves against a criminal, how fair is it that the person who originally intended to do wrong that wound up getting hurt for their efforts gets to sue the person who refused to be wronged?

All too often we see this problem and in virtually every case the police are sent in to do jobs as they’re assigned to do.  It’s not their place to judge, even if they don’t entirely agree with the orders they’ve been given.

I used to work at a rather seedy hotel where I got to know the officers who had the beat there.  They were so frustrated that people they’d arrest, people they know should remain behind bars for a very long time, are released merely hours after throwing them in there.  And we’re not just talking about drunks, drug dealers, pimps, hookers and thieves here.  We’re talking even more serious crimes like murder.  These policemen that I got to know felt the same as I did.  Those who have addiction problems should serve a mandatory 28-day cleansing program in a facility that specializes in this if they want to return to society. Those with violence in their rap sheet should undergo psychological evaluation before determining what kind of treatment would best serve that person so they can emerge as a better citizen.

These officers were not trained to shoot first and talk later.  It was the opposite.  Unfortunately, not everybody (especially if they’re intoxicated) are willing to listen.  Emotions rise and forceful action becomes the last resort choice to resolve a situation so that everybody’s lives can move on.  It’s not the policeman’s fault that the law system in place continually fails everybody within the nation.  Just like a mechanic that has to deal with old tools, police officers do the best they can with what they have to work with in an environment that has much room for improvement.

#2. Sharia Law.  Face it.  It’s a problem.  The most influential Muslims among the North American population, despite supposedly moving to our nations for a better life, still want the kind of laws and lifestyle they fled from.  They don’t agree with Judaism nor Christianity and feel we’ve got it all wrong and are bent to turn our nations into one that is strictly Islamic by nature.  I’ve got nothing against the Muslims nor their faith, but I do have something against forcing a nation and the people within to adjust to how they do things instead of us being allowed to stick to our own belief systems and traditions.  The Jewish and Christian, despite their differences, have managed to live (mostly) side by side without so much conflict were one felt it necessary to force their religious laws upon the other.  The Muslims should never have been allowed to weasel their Sharia Law into the laws set up by the constitutions that have made the North American countries into what they are.

So how does this affect the police?  It affects them a great deal.  One thing that is observed is nations that have Sharia Law as their primary legal system are actually riddled with more violence and considerably more crimes against humanity and the environment than nations that a considered a democracy.  Even communist nations (like Russia) have a more peaceful setup.  Ever since Sharia Law has wormed into our legal systems the violence within neighborhoods has increased considerably.  One observation made is since the introduction of Sharia Law to pervert American & Canadian laws is the most powerful Muslims within the population are able to use it to get out of having to serve much needed time and punishment for the crimes they commit.  Again, this is the fault of the courts more so than the police themselves.  Bear in mind, the police are like the military for the most party.  They’re going to follow orders by their superiors whether they agree with it or not.

#3. Corruption Within The Ranks.  This is not a new problem.  It’s always been there.  It’s what mainly sprung the American Civil War during the 1860s, surged the racial riots of the 1950s-60s and the more recent emotional division that has reared it’s ugly prejudiced head to new heights.  In every case there has been antagonists that push all the buttons they can to spark even the most rational person to become insane with powerful emotions that cause them to go from civil to barbaric.  People behave very much like wind up toys.  Crank us just enough times to make us blow our top and most of the time we do just that.

The most corrupt among us knows this and they will use it to first exploit the easiest to influence within any given population.  They’ll take an already simmering situation and bring it to a boil by putting bad people in positions of power where they can work on those who’ve already got racist tendencies within them to bring it all to surface.  Those people, regardless if they’re in uniform or not, will perform actions that are not just criminal, but inhumane.  If you want a really good example of this, watch the movie known as Mississippi Burning.  This is a movie about how good, decent folk get wrapped up in something very ugly and drives a wedge between those who know how to keep their cool and those who don’t.

Corruption will only find a place of power if people allow it.  All too often we, as a people, seem to forget our past and in so doing wind up repeating the exact same mistakes made that we’re supposed to be learning from.  This has been the case since the dawn of time and it will always remain as a piece of poison we’ll always have to deal with, just like how a recovering alcoholic must always be mindful just how easy it is to fall back into the bottle if that guard is dropped down too low.

The police, sadly, are sworn to stand on that tricky line between what’s lawful and unlawful.  Because the courts have become so corrupt with judges who fail to do their jobs to put bad people away, lawyers who weasel even the most criminal to avoid punishment and even government who allows such things to happen in the first place, we have reached a point where nobody even knows where that line is anymore.

And we expect the police to know?  Even the best trained officers are finding it more difficult to maintain their balance between right and wrong when his poor limbs are being torn apart by those who claim to be righteous and those who couldn’t care less about any law.  It’s even that much more difficult for them when those sharing that same badge, uniform and gun have jumped clean off that line to pick their side.  Those officers, unlike the majority of them, pick a side and go with it.

There are officers that have no regard for the law at all, but are still following orders of their superiors.  These are the most corrupt among an organization that is, for the most part, decent.  It is they that make the jobs of honorable police officers far more perilous than it needs to be.

The police, essentially, are in a race riot of their own.  It’s good cop vs. bad cop and all too often the good cops are painted as bad because sadly, all it takes is the occasional extremist to make the rest of the herd look every bit as criminal.  Let’s go back to the Muslims.  Most people of the Islamic faith I know are very good people.  For them, Sharia Law only applies to their household and are in agreement that America should remain American and Canada should remain Canadian.  In their eyes, there’s no place for Sharia Law to infect whom they regard to be the hosts of a nation they are in agreement has given them a safe haven to explore new opportunities they otherwise would never have back in the homeland they fled from.  However, because of the extremists among them, their influential actions that have caused our nations to flip upside down has put even the most docile Muslims among us in vulnerable positions they don’t deserve to be in.

And that’s what’s happening to the police officers, not just within our own borders but worldwide.  The vast majority of men and women that have sworn an oath to honor the badge and uniform they wear are being unfairly painted as bad guys when they are not this at all.  Don’t take it out on the 99% just because the 1% have abused their authority.

This is what the Elite and their Illuminati association has done.  They are 1% of the global population and bound to have this world all to themselves.  We have no more value to these people as do cattle sent to slaughter to feed bellies.  That 1% loves the fact that the misguided 1% within the police force are making their jobs easier to achieve their New World Order.

#5. Irrationality.  This is what’s killing us.  We, as a people, are extremely emotional right now and deeply divided.  This results in us pointing fingers, casting blame, and deliberately getting into fights we’d otherwise stay away from.  We are allowing the worst traits within ourselves leap to the surface and beyond, which is actually making the jobs of the most noble police officers among us virtually impossible.  How do you expect them to maintain law and order when many of seem like we don’t want to?  We claim we do, but we don’t.  If we did, we’d stop fighting about who is more in the right here; the police or the civilians.

Quite frankly, both are in the right and in the wrong.  They are in the right wanting to defend themselves and their homeland.  However, they’re in the wrong to pit blame against each other and refuse to find a common ground that works for both of them.  Not everybody is like this, but too many already are.  And this is dangerous.  This kind of attitude gives the most politically corrupt and powerful among us to take measures against the people as a whole that will actually do more damage than good.

America is getting closer to martial law.  Don’t think it won’t happen.  It will.  During his time as president, Barack Hussein Obama has manipulated national policy just enough where he can assume full dictatorship as fast as a signature on a piece of paper.  Once this happens, there will be no 2016 election.  There will be no more freedoms the people enjoy as in the state of martial law, Obama at this point has every legal right to take you out of the home you’re trying to protect and all your supplies you may have been stockpiling in case of emergency.

And Canada won’t be far behind!  We’ve got our problems here too and it’s no accident that the Canadian Government has also manipulated law (and our constitution) in a manner that make the people here every bit as vulnerable as our southern brethren.

So in the middle of all this madness is our police.  Once martial law is declared, not even the police will be able to at least try and protect you anymore.  Most of them will still make the attempt, but at this point even their power to protect and serve their nation will be stripped away as at this point the military takes over.  And the military in place to do this is not of the same calibre as those who fought our world wars, nor the one in Vietnam.  These are more like hired mercenaries whose employers are that same Elite 1% that wants to carry out their 90% depopulation program as a means to start their New World Order.

So instead of taking your anger out on the police, who don’t deserve it at all, take it out on those that it needs to be directed to.  Take it to the courts, who actually play a bigger role in the upside down state of our nations than one may realize.  Take it to the media, who are supposed to be doing their jobs to report the news honestly.  Many of you already know they don’t.  They, like the courts, cater to the Elite and not to the people.  You also need to take your case to the government, regardless if they listen or not.

Believe it or not, just like the police, there are politicians that are on your side.  They don’t want martial law, nor chaos, nor the New World Order either.  They want this world to be an ideal environment for humanity to live in at peace with each other.  For them, the 90% depopulation program is insane.  For them, the division between police and civilians is also insane.

Both these police and politicians that truly do care about the people want the exact same thing you do.  Law, order, civility and humanity.  We should be making an effort to stand by their side, just like they’re doing everything they can to stand by yours.