I’ve talked about this dream before and even wrote about it in a few different blog posts I’ve done. I talk about it often because of all the dreams and nightmares I’ve ever had, this one really sunk into me hard. I remember the year it happened; 1986. I was just sixteen years old then and not really as awake of a person as I should have been as far as being spiritually enlightened, so to speak.
I did clue in that it was a prophetic message of some kind. That much I did figure out, but still had many questions surrounding. And I knew not one human being could figure it out, not even those who claim to be dream specialists.
The dream involved me being on a tall bridge, high above the ground (more like water) and it was connecting two sides of a city. For some reason, Vancouver, British Columbia felt like it was the city I was in. For me that’s weird in itself because I’ve never been there. And, after that dream I had, I have zero intention of going there.
In the dream I am on this bridge and it’s dark out. I fathomed it was evening, but there really wasn’t enough time to figure out if that was the case or not. The dream started immediately with a violent shake that felt like a mammoth earthquake. All I recall was hanging for dear life on that bridge as the world around me burst into absolute chaos.
I guess I must have closed my eyes while on this bridge because next thing I remember is seeing chaos and destruction on one side of this bridge and the exact same thing on the other. The only thing that remained unharmed was the bridge itself. However, laws of physics suggested based on the level of destruction that occurred and that the nightmare was far from over, the fires raging would sooner or later get to the bridge and I’d be done for.
So I wrestled with the decision to which side of this bridge should I run to. Do I go east or west? Neither option looked good as they both had so much chaos and destruction going on within them that staying on the bridge was actually safer at the time. However, there was an urgency to pick a side and just go for it.
Without putting any further thought into it and opting to save my life by any means necessary, I decide to make a run for it towards one of the sides. However, I do recall stopping just short of reaching the destination as the connection between the bridge I was standing on and the land I was going to run for broke was severed.
Looking back, running to the other side wasn’t an option either as the connection between the bridge and it was also broken.
Now, I do remember the bridge making movement, but it wasn’t as expected. The lands this bridge was in between were the ones that gave way, not the bridge itself. I finally figured this one out after years of thinking that bridge was a crossroads for me based on life decisions as to what I wanted from this particular world.
All this time I thought the bridge was telling me time was running out for me to make a choice between sides that had so much uncertainty to them. But recently I’ve come to realize this wasn’t the case at all. The bridge was my protection from those two sides of uncertainty. Remember, in the nightmare those sides were extremely unsafe. They were in states of chaos and everything was destroyed. There were cries of despair as lives were being decimated and it was clear survival from all that was just not humanly possible.
I’ve come to realize the bridge was Yeshua (Jesus Christ), hence why I felt so safe on it despite me being clueless to what was really going on. However, in this nightmare I did not trust Him enough to keep protecting me and I made the mistake of attempting to pick a side in some vain belief that it was the right thing to do.
As I look back, I recall the latter half of 2008 having me at a crossroads in life where I was reacquainting myself with Father by picking up the Holy Bible and do what I’ve never done before. Read it from cover to cover. It was already established even then I trusted no denominational church and no man-appointed priest. I also came across a name and face I recall seeing back in the mid 1980’s that had a profound effect on me. His name was Herbert R. Armstrong.
It was one of those late nights where I couldn’t sleep. So, I decide to watch TV and came across The World Tomorrow and it was hosted by him. It was the only episode I ever saw as I was fatigued and didn’t pay attention to the name of the show nor what hour it came on. I do remember looking for it again but never could find it. Until 2008. There was stuff he mentioned that really hit me hard and it was the best piece of ministry I ever knew. To this day it still is, aside from the bible itself.
What’s uncanny is all that he warned about in that particular episode actually happened. There’s still more yet to come. In 2008, when I got the name, the programming and the name Church of God, I did some searching. I tried to connect to the Worldwide Church of God, but they contradicted what Armstrong preached. So I searched again and found Restored Church of God. I then learned about Living Church of God and I started remembering the splinters even Armstrong mentioned. At first I wasn’t too wary because I was excited about certain veils being lifted I never saw through before. However, when I started to see certain attitudes and inconsistencies I pulled back.
It was if someone pulled me back. Again, it’s the bridge feeling. I felt like when I first read the bible I was on the bridge, searching for a side that seemed approachable enough despite it’s uncertainty. I had a taste and realized that side is not survivable in it’s current state. Too much chaos within the ranks and too many splinters that can fly out and take out my eyes and more.
It was even at a time where I favored Zionism, not realizing what it really meant. For me, I assumed the Zionists were the Jews of the Holy Bible that God rescued from Exodus. It did not sink in they could be the very counterfeits warned about. I already knew something was off about the Roman Cathoilc Church and their splintered denominations, but didn’t think too much about the splinters of Judaism.
Again, picking a side with too many uncertainties. That bridge felt like it jolted me away from fully committing to that side and thus sealing my fate in a manner that would have brought about my destruction.
I already knew the other side of the bridge was not an option. That side lied to me my whole life. Even with good intentions, the darkness that engulfs that side is so toxic that it keeps the victims clueless that they’re being systematically killed off.
The raging waters below I’ve come to learn is the symbol of the storm that’s erupting from the wars brewing from the two opposing sides. The bridge that is situated high above it had me in a position where I could see everything. However, my judgment was so clouded at the time that panic won out over faith. It was because of that I nearly ran to my death by failing to believe in the bridge of protection I was standing on. Those raging waters below is the fight between good and evil that dwells within each of us.
We each have choices to make. How often are we told to pick a side, or choose your fate? But, as I’ve taken it upon myself to read the bible the second time recently, I’ve learned there’s another choice we’re offered but this world doesn’t give that to you. Only Father does via Yeshua (Jesus).
It then hit me that it wasn’t about a choice what to do with my life as a member of this world, but what I choose to do with my life spiritually. It was about choosing life on this earth or life with Christ. Staying on that bridge, even knowing it will let go and plunge into the rough waters below, was choosing to believe in Christ instead of the world I was trapped in that kept me distracted.
Those two sides represented neverending quarrells that had resulted in their inevitable destruction. So distracted were they with their own pettiness they didn’t realize running to that bridge was their only way out of a fate that would otherwise have them burning forever in that eternal fire the bible talks about.
It’s not the first time I’ve had dreams of this nature, nor has it been the last, but it is the most profound that has really dug deep enough into my psyche where I can’t let it go. And I won’t let myself let it go even if I could. Something deep down tells me to remember that bridge and never make the attempt to step off it again.
Ah. Dreams. Good ones. Not bad ones. The ones that get your mind reeling with possibilities.
How many of you have experienced “what if” moments when you buy a lottery ticket, or come across the remote possibility of a dream come true pile of cash fall onto your lap that you can do whatever with?
I’m no different. I have those too. For the fun of it, thought I’d share what I’d do…
#1 Dept Payment. I think this is a given for everyone. Whoever you owe, etc. you take care of and put that part of your past behind you. It’s done.
#2 Locate the “perfect property” and go there. Mine is simple. I don’t want a beach, nor some fancy condo, etc. I’m not even interested in a world cruise. What I want is a nice chunk of land that puts me far enough away from mainstream civilization where I can live in peace, but at the same time not too far so that if there’s anything needed I can access it. This would be as close to 100% off grid living as possible. The only “on grid” I’d consider is phone and satellite services.
#3 Recruit folks who’d be interested in joining me in what would actually be more than just a permanent retreat for me, but for others as we’d work together as a community that serves each other to make ourselves as self-sustaining as possible.
#4 Build a sanctuary for both people and animals. I make it no secret I’m a cat fan. I hate the idea of abused, homeless and neglected animals and if I have a chance to design a safe place for them to go where those within the community I wish to carve feel the same as I do.
#5 Design a business where the community works together, exploiting the creations we design whether it be by gardening, food prep, artwork and crafting. We make these available via farmers markets, trade shows, online and roadside vending opportunities as they arise. (One idea was during warmer months from May to October have a roadside cafe of sorts that’s ideally located on a busy road or highway close to town.)
#6 With the profits, after all the bills are paid and enough assurances that everyone’s needs within the community are met, find folks who could use some help from time to time. Assistance such as helping a family facing eviction catch up, or a young mom who can’t quite make enough to feed her child(ren) due to some unexpected expense that hit her. I know we can’t help everyone, but I firmly believe even if it’s to cover a morning round of coffees for a bunch of seniors in a restaurant simply because, it’s great. It shows you care. I know I do.
Now, pictures say far more than mere words. Okay, here are pic examples of what I’d do if I had that prize million dollars….
I’ve always been a strong believer in community, even when I didn’t wake up enough to realize it. Prior to this, I had always dreamt of running a getaway resort somewhere. That dream I’ve had since I was a teenager.
I still want that resort, but more community based than anything. This is what I want. This is what I dream for and literally pray for pretty much each day.
I value life. I value our creator. Some of you call him God (as do I) but I prefer to call him Father. Mother, to me, is our Holy Spirit as she is what binds us all as we do the best we can endure in a world that has truly become nightmarish.
I value Jesus Christ, what he stood for and as an example of whom we should all strive to be. I value humanity and willingly engage in all the possibilities we could achieve if we simply learned to come together, work together and just live together. We do this as individuals, as a community and as a family.
Strip it all the way down to the very core of human beginnings of Adam and Eve, we are all related one way or the other. We all came from the same creator and we all call this earth our home. It’s not perfect, but neither are we. There are vast differences that do indeed prove to be challenging, but that’s the beauty of it.
And all I really want, deep down, $1 million or not, is to see that happen. My dream is a modest community that works with mother nature and not against it. It’s also a dream that sees people working together and never against each other. We also strive to not only protect each other as human beings, but what we’ve been appointed as stewards to. We’re supposed to be looking after this earth and all life on it. I really want to do this. It honestly breaks my heart that I sincerely cannot do more than what I’m currently able to do. It’s not nearly enough. It never will be.
But at least I can still dream. I still have hope and I still pray
Everybody has those dreams they carve for themselves where it’s a better alternative than dealing with today’s reality. In the real world it is so full of madness that no sane person in their right mind would want to have anything to do with it in the first place. Unfortunately we have to, but that doesn’t mean when we get moments to dream of an escape we won’t take it.
For some, that dream involves some sort of luxury getaway where all their wildest fantasies come true. For others, the dream of being some sort of action hero that we see on the screens is their personal ticket to paradise. Both of these types of dreams are larger than life and that’s why so many people are so drawn to it. I’m certainly no exception, but there’s one dream I indulge in without second thought and keep wishing and praying for it to come true. I even try in some feeble attempt to make it happen, but I know it’s something I cannot do for now.
I will admit, when 2008 hit and I got my chance to move away from the big city and towards a much smaller community I know I made the right choice. I like my life better now than I ever did up to that point. I live in a good community with good people, but in my dreams these days, this is what I want;
- A 100% self-sustaining community that doesn’t rely on government-run ones where the plug can get pulled at any given time, regardless if you keep up with the bills or not.
- A 100% self-sustaining community where everybody works together to grow, hunt and produce food for all folks within that community and not one person is ever put in a position where they feel like they have to go to bed at night without enjoying at least a single, fulfilling meal.
- It is a sanctuary, located far from the closest city for at least a few hours and this place caters to both man and animal in a mutual agreement that a peaceful way of life is the most important requirement in order to be a part of this community. We look after each other, and the animals, and also the environment in which we live in.
- There is no more reliance on man-led governments that have proven over and over to be corrupt and short-sighted. However, you do rely on yourself, your neighbors, on Mother Earth and on God to appreciate and function at the highest possible levels you can achieve for yourself.
- All medical concerns are dealt with naturally, not chemically. The means is there to do such a thing, not to mention better dietary and lifestyle choices that vastly reduce any form of health ailments that tend to fly your way otherwise.
- This community puts the needs of the homeless first in the form of housing, clothing and food. In exchange for providing them with these needs they contribute towards construction and/or repair of new dwellings so that more can join the community, resource collecting to cover as many needs as possible that include food, water, clothing, energies, health concerns, education, etc.
- In a world that insists we all pay taxes, our community would get by on this by participating in farmers markets, trade shows and commissioned sales by partnering with localized retailers to keep up with such bills. It wouldn’t be that difficult considering this particular community would never have to pay electricity, water nor heat because we’d take care of those needs on our own. This community has no real need for the telephone or internet, but for the sake of “keeping in touch” with the world a community-based “net center” would be installed to cover those. It also provides another means of income via online sales of whatever products those within the community develops.
Sounds like one of those “backwards” communities we hear about, doesn’t it? Thing is, if those communities were so backwards then why is it they seem to be more generally happy with each other and get along with each other better than we do? The majority of the world, in my opinion, is the one that has it backwards. We are the ones that have lost faith whereas those “stuck in time” haven’t. We are the ones that call each other names due to color, racial and religious differences. They don’t. Even if they don’t like something, instead of being jerks about it they deal with it accordingly and without violent expressions that even they know would make a situation far worse than it already is.
That is why I created this blog site and why I named it Humanity World Order. At one point I was actually going to change the name as I stared down the word humanity and realized it has a multitude of meanings to it and not all of them are good ones.
- Human beings collectively. (Right now, our collection is filled with corruption, deception and have gone insane. If this is humanity, then I want no part of that.)
- The quality or condition of being human. (True human beings stick to their human nature, which is to love, cherish and obey themselves, each other and the laws of nature. This is the humanity I do want to be a part of and why I will fight to my last breath in favor of it.)
- The quality of being humane through acts of kindness and benevolence. (Another humanity definition I want to endorse/support as I believe in that.)
For me, Humanity World Order means we work together as one through acts of kindness, benevolence, love and obedience. Now, I know people may not like the word “obey” but if there is any one thing I’ve learned in my quest to be independent I’ve come to realize that being obedient towards your creator is not a luxury merely exercised by the so-called religious, but a necessity among those who wish to remain faithful to the true roots of their being.
Those true roots started with an ultimate creator. That creator granted the exact same gift of life you got through your parents, your grandparents, their grandparents and so on until the original lineage reaches as far back to the creation of Adam and Eve in Genesis.
Cringe at the thought I’m referring to the Holy Bible. I honestly don’t care. There are many takes to who/what the bible really is and when you look past the 6000-year notion depicted by zealous religious factions that limit their research to the blind faith their preachers instruct them to, you can see just how in depth that bible really is.
I often come across the Annunaki, some race (also mentioned in the bible) of what I’ve deemed as control freaks that see mankind having no more worth than lowly slave rats to do their bidding. It’s interesting when you start cross-referencing between science, science fiction, biblical history, astronomic and geographic discoveries, and mankind’s factual and fictional timeline how almost all of it puzzle together virtually effortlessly. However, in order for the puzzle pieces to mesh without force, you have to approach every angle of an argument as open-minded as possible. Close even just one avenue slightly and the vision becomes distorted. This is where so many people actually go wrong and why the science community almost never agrees with the religious one, nor do all those who insist the religion they follow is the only correct one and all the others are false.
I used to be close to the splinters of the various Church Of God groups. In fact, most recently I started paying attention to Restored Church Of God and although I agree with about 99% of what they have to say, there’s that 1% that still tells me not to trust them. So, going with that I broke away again. I cannot, nor will not, ever put full faith in anything man-led. Man are too easily corrupted, myself included.
I trust only God, Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit and Mother Earth. Everything else is left in the dust. I will work with humanity, as I not only feel compelled to do so, but it has been a dream I’ve had for a very, very long time.
At first, before waking up, I dreamt of running a community-like resort where it’s situated far away from the madness of the modern world. I never dreamt of anything that matches the 5-star properties you see only the wealthiest of the wealthy can afford. I merely dreamt of family sites where the environmental impact was minimal, but the impression it made upon people and animals was so profound that it helped shape (or reshape) who they are and what they wanted in their lives.
That’s my dream. That’s what I want, but much has changed since 1984 when I first had that resort owner dream. When I look back, even for 2008, I bow my head that I didn’t push for it better. I allowed myself to get too distracted and now as I feel time is running out on this earth due to the massively hysterical madness that’s engineered it I feel the only way this dream will ever become reality is if God himself creates it for me (and those like me) because it is a good one.
It’s not asking to harm the environment. It’s not asking for slaves. It’s embracing life over death. It’s favoring community without conformity, but at the same time a faithful requirement to appreciate and give thanks to the ultimate creators who’ve made it all possible. Man is not to be credited for such things. They can be credited for their assistance, but to take full responsibility is not only foolish but arrogant. God (Father) and (Mother) Earth has provided all mankind needs in order to work with what we’ve got and how we go about it depends greatly on what kind of direction we choose to go.
Mankind chose badly. Shortcuts and reckless squandering of such resources has plunged this world into great turmoil and like a child abusing the mom, we have abused Mother Earth without remorse. We have a society where one half wants to continue tearing her apart with methods that are truly destructive and the other half want her left alone. It’s like observing people purposely blowing a person’s arm off so they can use it for whatever reasons they’ve come up with, and then replacing it back on the person with a new one. In their minds it’s like “no harm done” and yet they don’t realize the trauma they’ve just inflicted upon that person lasts more than just a short while. It’s a lifetime scar.
It’s no different with Mother Nature/Earth. We’ve scarred her. Badly. She’s trying to heal, but too many won’t let her. The greed and pride that fuels such individuals to treat her like a non-living experiment is astounding. And what’s worse is not enough people see this for what it is. Of those who do, they get ridiculed that if they have such issues with this level of destruction then why continue using those very resources?
Anybody with an ounce of brain capacity realizes that today’s world has seen to it that it’s not possible. Aside from the “backwards” communities that have managed to steer clear from the so-called progress of modern society, everybody has been steered down a direction where it’s either comply if you want to live or resist if you prefer death.
I don’t want to use my car, but I have to. It’s necessary to use so that I can go to work and back and at least be able to try and keep up with the bills just so I can keep a roof over my head. I don’t want to use fossil fuels of any kind in anything I do and I have been taking measures to break away from such things, but when lack of money limits a person to achieve this, not to mention lack of support from those who honestly should know better, it doesn’t make it easier.
Our governments have seen to it we’re captive in this sort of state and even as we speak, of those who’ve managed to develop the type of communities I’ve dreamt about, they’re being targeted to “get back on the grid” so that once again they can be controlled by an elite few who want to continue running the entire world their way. It’s actually a dream to see more of those communities pop up, plus the one that I just shared.
I know I’m not the only one that has this kind of dream. I know some of you got something similar. Wouldn’t it be nice if we could work together to pull it off? And no, that’s not just dream talk, folks. I mean it. If enough of us band together to do this then why not?